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2008-07-03T21:25:00.001+08:00

changing to Livejournal this friday

(:

new start, new blog.

give me some place, some time to breathe, i'm going crazy.

holidays come come, i need a short getaway.

alone.

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2008-07-03T21:22:00.001+08:00

Hello blog,

i'm enlightened.

those few days, when i asked my dad to get a LG viewty mobilephone, i thought to myself.

" Tinghui, you shall get the phone, but you should do something in return ".
So what am i going to do to in return?

So i thought, i should buck up on my poor grades.

My grades are mostly average, or maybe below average?
i don't know where i stand.

i got the phone.

happy happy.

i don't know what to do in life.
i thought and thought.

nothing.

this little kid from the AKLTG camp MOTIVATE me ( he motivate his useless coach! ).
he want me to be the best of the best, he wants me to work hard, he wants me to go home early, he wants me to study when i get home, he wants me to study study study so i will excel.
he tell me to focus on my studies & not be distracted.

he is just a very motivated primary 6 taking O levels this year, motivating his useless coach who is already in Diploma year 2!

how hopeless i feel i am.

i love this kid.

you rocks.

so, i chose to get a 5 day school week.
i know the lazyness in me will tempt me to skip class, but i shall resist!

I WILL OKAY.
DON'T LOOK DOWN ON ME HOH!

next sem:
1. bio chem
2. pharmaco & toxicology
3. patient care ( elective ) Karenn & i chose the same one :)
4. immunology
5. applied chem II ( i love chem, but still depends on ... )

i wanna work hard hard, get a good good grades go to university :(

though not a university here, i will NEVER EVER get in.

i wanna leave this place, i swear, once i can leave i will grad any chance to stay at "that" place.

i don't want to return here anymore.

i feel so sick & tired of everything here.

i hope for a better sky,
a fresher air
better future.

TINGHUI CHIONG!
TINGHUI CHIONG!
TINGHUI CHIONG!

I'M SO SICK OF GETTING "B" EVERYDAY.
I NEED A FEW "A" sssssssss!!!

SINCE THIS SEM IS ENDING SOOOOOOOOON, NEXT SEM SHALL BE A NEW START FOR ME.
SHALL BE THE DAY I CHIONGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!

TINGHUI WANTS TO GO UNI.
TINGHUI CANNOT JUST IMAGINE.
TINGHUI NEEDS TO CHIONGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS MY WALLPAPER FOR LAPTOP, MSN & HP!

LOL!

i am not pretty.
i got no brains.
i am stupid.

the only way out,
is hard work for me.

because i'm just so unlucky.

god, show me the path!

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2008-07-03T21:04:00.001+08:00

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2008-06-28T23:52:00.002+08:00

and i've switched back to Firefox, now 3.0
a better & more "customizable" browser!

goodbye dearest Flock.

2008-06-28T23:46:00.003+08:00

exhausting saturday.
shop at suntec the entire day, searching for lg viewty & <3 searching for desktop.

i know lg may not be a very good brand, but i just want it so much :(
i read reviews online, and those who bought it were happy!

I WANT !

dad called up M1 & Starhub, then decided that i renew my starhub student plan, and get 6 months free subscription ?
UNLIMITED SMS!
i seriously need UNLIMITED SMS for a particular reason (:

sadly, the starhub branch at CWP don't carry LG Viewty, so got to call them up tomorrow & see which branch has it.

i hope i won't regret getting that phone, i just so hate nokia, i can't wait to get rid of this nokia now.
sorry nokia, you're not what i want.
i don't mind the low battery problem, RP is FULL OF PLUGS, and can even charge with USB cable, so it's fine for me.

yes, i usually don't stick to a phone for too long, like 1 years + the most?
so that time i would have already graduate, maybe i'll get a better battery performance phone since i'm out of RP & no more free electricity?

HAHA.
what ever.

okay, i'm so exhausted today.

had this Korean Cold Noodles at Suntec, it didn't really suit my taste.
i don't know how to eat korean food :(
i dislike kimchi :(

okay, the dress i bought online reached me.

oh god, that person deleted the picture from her LJ, oops.

it's high waisted skirt from Zipia with a bow at the center?
Black?

I think her measurements are a bit weird.
The skirt fit me well, but a bit loose, so i need to get it altered.

Or maybe should i sell it ?

Hmmmm.

& i bought these stuffs online too..

Blue "leggings".

White tee (:

Purple Skirt (:

i hope the purple skirt won't make me look short (:

might be getting my LG Viewty tomorrow if my dad has time, otherwise any other days, before 4th July!

:D

time to study for BORING UT.

I'm gonna be a good girl, shall pon school less, go to school MORE OFTEN, because i did not pay school fees to pon school.

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2008-06-24T19:02:00.001+08:00

OOOPSSS

the picture is BLOCKING!

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2008-06-24T19:01:00.003+08:00

oops.

the previous post was TOOO BIG.

OOOOPS.

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2008-06-24T19:01:00.001+08:00

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quiz

2008-06-23T22:16:00.001+08:00

saw this from Chin Seng's blog :)

1) Do you feel pissed that you got to do this quiz?
LOL! NO! im so bored that i wanted to do! haha

2) Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
PERTH!

3) What's your favourite things that you do?
Shopping, watch news, sleep, eat, blah blah

4) Do you think money can buy you happiness?
It can buy short term happiness (:

5) Do you think your little wish that is kept in your heart will be fulfilled?
NOPE

6) Do you think you can survive without any money?
NO!!!!

7) What are you most afraid to lose?
the people around me.

8) If you win $1 million, what will you do?
Buy a house

9) What do you dream of doing in the future?
Fashion designer? it will never come true (:

10) List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
i tagged myself (:

11) What make you happy?
freedom. food. love.

12) What type of person do you hate most?
LIARS

13) Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
some where out of town (:

14) If you have super-power, what would it be?

predict the future (:

15) What do you think is the most important?
peace

16) If it's the end of world, what would be your last wish?
just die. i don't have any last wish.

17) If you have a chance to choose, would you want to go back in time?
YES. i will not choose rp! haha.

18) If you can meet anyone, who will it be and why?
Daniel franco (:

19) List down 3 of your most favorite food, and drink.

seafood.
steak.
vegetarian food (:

floral tea
coffee
milk shake

20) What is your best moment in your life now?
yet to come.

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lazy

2008-06-23T19:42:00.001+08:00

i'm feeling so lazy to load pictures from my phone to lappy & blog it.

LAZY LAZY.

holidays ended like so long ago, school started like 1week + already.

holidays, went to AKLTG camp ( Adam Khoo Camp ).
come to think about it now, i really did not regret for joining this camp.
though, there as a coach ( 1st time ), i was able to listen to 80% of the workshop ?
the camp ( workshop-look-alike ), was meant for PSLE students.
1st & 2nd day was BORING & TIRING!
not enough sleep, and shouting to those crazy bunch of monkeys.

not all are "monkeys" though, a few of them are my LOVES (:

THANKS HOCK HEE for his recommendation!
(:

and lucky i've got a companion in camp, so i aren't bored!
we get bored together! haha.

i look forward to the next camp.

ohyes, the last part of the camp, the emotional part, it really hurts.
it made me realized how fortunate i am.

he used an example of "snake baby"
( if you don't know what it is, search it on Youtube ).

the baby, having skin growth few times faster than normal human, caused the skin ALL OVER THE BODY to fold, tear and every time she moves, it hurts because her skin tears.

she only lived for 4 hours.

her eyes was swollen, she couldn't even see her parents.

4 hours of struggling and pain, was all she had.

it hurts.

even an ulcer on me i'll yell, even a pinch on my hand i'll yell.
what about this poor baby ?

we're more than just fortunate.

<3 was telling me about his rich friend's brother yesterday.
His friend's brother just have to stay at home, and his dad will pay him S$100 DAILY.

i say, this person is just useless.

i don't think his brother is a kid, i believe he's old enough to do things & think maturely.

he, don't commit to the society.
he could've use his time/money he has ( since he's loaded ) to help those less fortunate than him.
he could've use that money to learn a skill.

i would say, his parents FAILED BADLY in educating their children.

another brother of his even BOUGHT A DIPLOMA.

I WAS SO SHOCK TO HEAR THIS.
CAN SOMEONE REALLY BUY A DIPLOMA?

i feel like giving this person a TIGHT SLAP.

even time he writes a resume, he is lying.
and imagine the number of resumes he write in his entire life, is the number of times he's lying.

DO ALL RICH PEOPLE THINK THAT MONEY IS EQUALS TO POWER?

MONEY IS WHAT ?

WHAT IS MONEY ?

maybe i'm a poor kid, that's why i don't know what money can do.

i feel so pissed of.
i feel so irritated.

i just LOOK DOWN on such people.

AND I FEEL SO PISSED OFF TODAY.

*URGH*

i thought i HAD a friend but this friend JUST SUCKS TO THE CORE.
SELFISH LIKE A *F

throwing this "friend" away.
i don't need anymore selfish friend, I'VE GOT ENOUGH OF SELL FISH FRIENDS ALREADY.

and another PISS OFF THING.

i've got this distributor right from E.L.F. Cosmetics, she told me sprees will no longer be allowed so it will actually benefit us as distributor.

so i was wandering around online ( like i always do ), and this website was having e.l.f. spree.

so i told them on their tagbox that elf sprees no longer allowed, but they replied me that they've already spoken to the people in elf that it is OKAY, and this is the last time.

WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON MAN?!

I THOUGHT IT ISN'T ALLOWED ANYMORE?

I'VE SMS-ED THE PERSON, AND I'VE YET GET MY REPLY.

*URGH*

if every spree website can spree for the LAST TIME, then what are we, as distributors gonna do ?

and what is the HELL USE of us paying deposit for?

i fail to understand how this company is doing their things.

i can't do anything 'cos my FREAKING DEPOSIT IS SO STUCK WITH THEM.

maybe after this i shall just STOP all my operations with them.

I HATE PEOPLE TO BE SO FREAKING DISHONEST.

EVEN ANYTHING THAT MAKES ME VERY UNCOMFORTABLE, I WILL ENDURE, I WON'T LIE & I SO FREAKING EXPECT IT FROM OTHERS.

I FAILED TO GET THIS KINDA RESPECT, AND OFF YOU GO.

I'M SO HOLY PISSED OFF!!!!

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Penicillin

2008-06-23T14:42:00.001+08:00

Penicillin

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GAY!

2008-06-19T21:22:00.001+08:00

here's a "poem" from my little love from AKLTG camp.

A GAY POEM

Today,
I Feel So Gay,
Because I Got Hit by a Bundle of Hay.
A Friend Came Along,
And Asked, "Hey!
WHY ARE YOU SO GAY???
What Happened Today???"
And to him I say,
"Don't be so Gay,
Or I'll throw you into the bay!"

Done by Professor Ang (of course it's me, dimwit)

one of my "darlings" from the camp.
freaking smart & playful boy.

one who INSPIRED his coach to be more motivated & have self confidence.

I LOVE HIM LOTS.

his parents are SO LUCKY to have him as their son.

i want my child to be like him too!

I LOVE HIM.

ALOT ALOT.

Good luck for you PSLE, daniel :)

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E.L.F

2008-06-04T21:56:00.001+08:00

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yves st laurent

2008-06-03T22:16:00.001+08:00

Tribute to Yves St Laurent

Yves Saint Laurent (1936-2008)

Yves Saint Laurent, who reworked the rules of fashion by putting women into elegant pantsuits that came to define how modern women dressed, died Sunday evening June 1, 2008. He was 71.

Saint Laurent, who took over the House of Dior at age 21, began his own haute couture line in 1962 with his longtime friend Pierre Berge and later opened a string of ready-to-wear boutiques.

(Saint Laurent stands outside his first London chain of Rive Gauche ready-to-wear boutiques on Bond Street on opening day wearing a khaki cotton selection from his safari-style collection.
(AP Photo))

ABCNews.Go.Com

may we have another haute couture designer as great as you :)

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HELLO BLOG

2008-06-03T22:00:00.001+08:00

HELLO BLOG.

today is... TUESDAY!
LOL.
went to this Adam Khoo Coach training yesterday evening, it was like 5 hours long.
OH MY GOD?

was boring & weird at the start, but was SO USEFUL at the end.

best of all, it's *FREE*

LOL.

it isn't a training, but very much a WORKSHOP.

Had this very nice Mushroom + Vege don't know what for snack, i'm gonna get it the next time i go there.

AND I FEEL SO FREAKING GUILTY NOW. for not telling my dearest MeiJin about the Adam Khoo thing, it was some what last minute when i figured it out ( which was recommended by HockHee ), i thought it was what crazy sms people sent wrongly & the person also took like 10 years to reply my sms :(

SO SORRY :(

but there's another training, but another one, so it's different?

if i'm free, i'll go, for sure.

that place seems fun, suits KIDS like ME, who watch CARTOON NETWORK!

LOL.

Okay, today is also another exciting day.

I met this don't know market development manager who was late like HALF HOUR, HAHA.

okay, it was fine being late because i'm also ALWAYS LATE.

i decided to take up this Distributorship, which cost me like a little bit of money ( luckily my bank is not empty ).

i know this "thing" will not bring me VERY FAR, but i shall give myself a chance to see HOW FAR i can bring this "thing" to, and how far this "thing" can bring me to.

so, meeting her up again tomorrow when i sign it, pass her the PENNY and I CAN START!

i don't know how long i would need to glue my eyes to this volcano laptop that will soon EXPLODE!

PI PA BOOOOM!!!

LOL.

and PP is KILLING MEEEEEEEEEE!

i spend like few hours in front of this going-to-explode volcano and guess what ?

i just started the CONTENT PAGE AND HALF OF THE INTRODUCTION!!!

OH GOSH.

i don't know how long i would need to complete this *DAMN PP*

see, i've got cosmetics to do, PP to do, so crazy posters for CE points, hmmm, P6 seminar camp at Adam Khoo next week.

HO HO.

when is shopping time?

i needa go Bugis to get a pair of shoes that WILL NOT bite my poor feet, WHERE CAN I GET IT?

my lil miss shoe is seriously too thin already, but it's very comfy.

if i don't see nice shoes then i shall just wash lil miss & wear it again ?

but is say NO WASHING.

who cares?

and this KIASU me, "parked" this name at LiveJournal, in case anyone snatch it.

HAHA.

i know i'm SO KIASU, but i am a typical Singaporean, though not 100%!

HAHA.

i know i'm crazy.

time for cartoon network. bye.

AND ANYONE WANNA WATCH SEX & THE CITY?

CALL ME (:

i'll be more than willing.

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HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS!

2008-05-31T23:47:00.001+08:00

FINALLY, IT'S HOLIDAYS! (like so fast? )

half of this sem is gone, and i've SURVIVED IT.

YES!

i'm still ALIVE & KICKING with SCIENCE EVERY DAY!

(:

*clap*clap* for this useless me.

it's Saturday, and it don't seem to be a good day.

Went to look for <3 and pass him the "noodles" i bought yesterday at Farm Mart.

It looked delicious & i hope it is, also.

Noddles for his mum to cook though, not for him, and i feel bad eating in other people's house so at least i bought something in return (:

and having "chalet" at his house & see the floor with strains of long hair, his poor mum have to sweep them =/

OMG.

it rained, we couldn't go anywhere!

so took a bus from his house to AMK, had dinner, then arcade, shop at NTUC like old aunty & uncle!

nothing seems nice in NTUC, boring boring boring.

and now, i''m in a COMPLAIN MOOD.

COMPLAIN COMPLAIN & COMPLAIN.
TYPICAL SINGAPOREAN, and i'm PROUD of it.

i sent an email to YOSHINOYA restaurant few days ago to complain about those irritating mosquitoes flying.

i sent an email to Ministry of Manpower to complain on little children working.
and guess what ?

the next day MOM replied me.
*WOW*

this guy called my cell phone & blah blah blah.

useless reply.

i find it uncomfortable to see young children working ( not in factories though ), shouldn't they be enjoying their childhood, studying, learning, instead of working ?

so what if their parents want them to do it ?

so what if they say they are poor & have not enought money and thus want their children to help them with work ?

if you don't have penny, why give birth ?

or maybe, why get married instead?

i couldn't understand.

if you can't afford it, then why do it ?

people always talk about marriage, old already no people want, but hey, no $ = no marriage.

and i see how rude some parents are outside with their poor little kids.
they can't set an example for their kids, and they're just teaching them BAD in another way.

what ever.

i just find it unfair.

is law UNFAIR?

if i could change the law, i shall FINE the parents SEVERELY if they "hire" their children to work.

- my 10 cents.

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2008-05-31T23:33:00.001+08:00

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HOLIDAYS!

2008-05-31T23:30:00.001+08:00

pictures
pictures
pictures

At FARM MART ( lim chu kang ) & Sakae Sushi Buffet ( Lot 1 )

forgot to rotate some of the pics, so just rotate ur head then (:

& somthing wrong with this Flock Blog Editor so there's double pics for some

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blog

2008-05-27T22:59:00.001+08:00

okay, my 2nd post for the day, the previous post are just some pictures ( i know it's very blur, dont blame me, blame the phone ).

AND I SWEAR I'LL NEVER BUY NOKIA PHONE EVER AGAIN!

okay, it's a exhausting day today.

ut after class, then stroll around cwp after that.

this shop that sells weird stuffs, i think it's Action City?

they really have lotsa cool, money wasting stuffs! haha. but some are useful though (:

meijin bought this "sword" toy, you pok the sword into the holes then the man will JUMP!

LOL! @#$%^&*(

Funny cum scary!

okay, ut isn't very bad today, and neither is it very good, i have nothing to say.

Microbio ut grade is OUT, and i'm forever far from "A".

how sad.

but well, at least i pass, i'm happy that i pass, i shan't have hight hopes 'cos i'm just a stupid ass!

skipped class yesterday because i just DON'T feel like going to class!

some "hidden" reasons (: or maybe it's just that i'm LAZY!

LAZY BUM BUM!!!

i watched last weekend, it was quite nice ( but boring at the front part ).

and some dramas i'm currently watching...

and this NEW ONE. ( not the movie, but the drama )

and sure this drama has alot Of ahhhh AHHHH ahhhhh AHHHH sound.

HORRIBLE.

and few NAKED SCENE!

*faint*

should i continue watching it ?

the storyline seems interesting though!

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pictures picturessss!!!

2008-05-27T22:45:00.001+08:00

some pictures which i had to blog about, but i've no time, so i'm blogging it NOW.

guess where's this place?

(:

photos are kinda BLUR BLUR BLUR, taken with my HORRIBLE NOKIA 3.0 Mega pix phone, which is like so much worst than my Samsung phone!
the color is like... OH MY GOD?!

ok, then this is mama day present.

i bought this at CWP from a FREAKING PRETTY shop that sells mainly Vintage things?

I LOVE VINTAGE (:

it's like 38 bucks after 20% discount 'cos it's a new shop, and i just realise Thomson Plaza has the same shop too!

i would wanna buy MORE from that shop, when my wallet gets FATTER & FULLER (:

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2008-05-23T22:32:00.001+08:00

Jeff Dunham and Peanut

jefffafa!!! dunhaaaam dot coom!
jefffafa!!! dunhaaaam dot coom!
jefffafa!!! dunhaaaam dot coom!

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hitler car!

2008-05-22T21:52:00.001+08:00

I AM SO IN LOVE WITH HITLER'S CAR.

i only like the car design, i am neutral to anything that is of History or Politics.

Except for MAO ZE DONG, i have special comments & feeling about it.

please don't come and LAUGH AT ME.

but this is MY TASTE.

i LOVE old things, Okay?

(:

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:)

2008-05-22T13:54:00.001+08:00

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Sichuan Earthquake

2008-05-17T22:11:00.001+08:00

How can I help?

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blog.

2008-05-13T21:48:00.001+08:00

i wanted to blog about some happy things, but i don't have the mood now.

i wanted to show my mum that we could watch taiwan channels online.
i loaded this CTI NEWS channel, and it was showing how the people in China are suffering after the 7.9 magnitude quake.

it's 7.9, and my mum said that it's HELL MORE SEVERE than standing on a bus!

OH GOD.

it showed people stucked in between walls, rocks, for almost like 20 hours!

meaning they can't move, & they might even DIE being stuck down there.

:(

look at these pics. ( i found it when i did a search on the web )

(picture resized, so it may look weird. see carefully, there dead bodies. )

some pictures only. i don't have time to show all of them.

and.

Death toll in China earthquake climbs above 12,000 in Sichuan province

shaking is not fun at all.

god, please bless them.

and we need to know how fortunate we are in this tiny country.
we have tremors but earthquake, we have humid weather but not drought, what ever shit we have here is nothing compared to what's outside.

if god can grant me a wish, i'ld wish for the people's safety & their lives.

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busy. tired.

2008-05-11T21:21:00.001+08:00

i'll blog on tuesday, after ut or maybe Wednesday.

i haven't study for ut.
i haven't even get started with my pp.
i'm still left with few CE points no cleared.

i'm simply going crazy.

i can't stop yawning.

i can't wait for the next episode of Desperate Housewives.

and cartoon network is now my FAVORITE.

okay. bye.

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before i sleep.

2008-05-05T20:47:00.001+08:00

and before i sleep.

Flock web browser is SO COOL!

haha.

ok. good night.

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exhausting monday :(

2008-05-05T20:46:00.001+08:00

hello blog,

i'm so freaking tired now :(

stressful problem, then ut after that.
i couldn't even think!

perhaps i've flunked my ut.

and now i don't even have the energy to study for tomorrow's ut :(

oh gosh.

i just need some sleep, pls!

gonna start planning what to do next for my pp tomorrow after school.
better get things done fast, asap, so i won't be so stress :(

who say rp is stress-free?
rp is so freaking stress with problem everyday!

1 day 1 problem
will cause 1 day 1 strain of white hair
:'(

someone pls pity me!
HAHA.

nonsense.

i watched Nim's Island during the weekend with <3
boring boring show lah!

he wanted to watch Iron Man, but i didn't want.

i don't like those ang-moh weird show =/
and neither do i like Resident Evil and those high tech shows :(

am i sua gu or what?

i prefer comedy :)

or pretty babes movie haha
but i am NO LES, okay?

<3 said he can go out with me this Wednesday, i was SO FREAKING HAPPY.

then he said thursday he's free, but i've got school!
URGH

he bluff me :'(

i gave karenn her long long long long long long belated birthday present today, after ut.
LIKE FINALLY.
i hope she like it (:

& her ut answer is SO FREAKING FUNNY!

LOL.
laughing my AS* off!

i'm giving up tomorrow's ut.
give up give up give up.
hopeless!

tired.

sleeping soon.

goody nighty.

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2008-05-01T20:09:00.001+08:00

using this web browser now.
i think it's a new one?

not gonna use Firefox anymore 'cos it has been giving me problems & i even have to restart my com in order to use it :(

"throwing" away firefox, using flock now ( i hope it's good, i hope i hope i hope ).

1st installation for Flock was bad. it couldn't allow me to load movies, which requires Flash.
Install Flash but it still didn't seem to work.

Uninstalled.

2nd Installation was great, it worked ( i don't know why/ how ).

GREAT :)

it's Labour Day & i'm suppose to study for UT but i haven't!

:'(

have been shopping online from late morning till now!

at least i submitted my PP, i hope it'll be approved :(

& i bought a belt online!
*YEAH*

*BROKE ALREADY*

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hello hello~ test testttt!!!
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Wednesday (:

2008-04-30T21:15:00.001+08:00

watched last weekend.

sure Paris Hilton is pretty ( on the outside ? ), but the story line wasn't very good i think.

because i LOVE to look at pretty babes ( rather than hunks ), that's why i wanted to watch this show, very much.

i aren't les ok!

sometimes i couldn't understand how people "think" and why do "some" people react in a certain way.

their genes?

maybe ?

probably?

i just pray that this particular person, leave me far far away, though sometimes not at all possible.

gonna be a good girl & go to school, i need a better GPA to bring me further, but sometimes, people just SUCKS BIG TIME & i hate it.

as I move on in RP, every sem changing class, i realise, we only have class mates, team mates & not friends.

well, friends, some have changed.

i need a GPA slightly better than average, so i can at least get into Uni

Local Uni's doors are forever closed for me :(

need to save money, work harder, to find a better place out there.

this shitty place down here is making me sick already.

mum could only stay with me here till 2015 ( she told me some days ago, out of a sudden ).

if i could live till 2015, i'll be 25?

by then, she'ld already be in Taiwan, & where will I be ?

I don't know.

She suggested i follow her to Taiwan this year-end ( which i don't feel like, 'cos that's gonna cost me some $$$ ), and see which house is nice, she wants to buy.

OH GOSH?

1 storey? 2 or 3 ? empty land & build it?

or what? what ever?

i don't know.

am i not mature enough to know, or am i just too stupid?

maybe i could consider studying Uni in Taiwan, but it's ALL CHINESE, and now my Chinese is like HUH HUH HUH ?

besides talking nonsense after school & during breaks, and at home, it's all English in class, so now i can only talk nonsense with Chinese.

thought if i could go to Taiwan during Year end with her to get some clothes, but that time their clothes would be THICK THICK THICK!

*faint*

shall see then. i may not be going too.

No school tomorrow 'cos it's LABOUR DAY.

listening to Corinne May's song the entire day.

it reminds me of churches, those friendly people, heart warming songs.

maybe it'ld be good if i'm born in a Christian family, isn't it?

he makes my day :)

wednesday (:

2008-04-23T19:58:00.001+08:00

it's Wednesday, and there's NO SCHOOL (:

Still, i went to school today, with MeiJin.

We went to the school library.

I've had the MOST HORRIBLE CHICKEN RICE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE TODAY!

It was the new stall in school, and now i feel like VOMITING after i ate it!

OH GOSH.

the chicken smell is still in my mouth, and it's like ... EEEKKKS!!!

i'm not gonna buy from that stall anymore!

it wasn't very cheap also!

OH GOSH OH GOSH.

some outdated pictures..

the heart shape one, 1 is for <3, another is mine.

the rectangle one is mine, another one is with MeiJin, we bought it together (:

so i've got 2 with me, love & friend, hanging on my BROWN handphone pouch.

I love BROWN.

the flavoured straw i bought in school's 7-11.

not nice at all, and it cost a BOMB.

My "covered" shoe for lab lessons.

the Pastamania Chip!

S$15 above & they'll give you a chip to turn the machine & get something!

i got a Pastamania notebook.

It was Yesterday's dinner @ CWP Pastamania, and guess what?

I spilled the soup on the table =/

*CLUMSY*CLUMSY*

one of the crew was a long-lost friend of mine, my primary school good friend.

i felt kind of sad when i saw her working, & it was bad if i were to ask her to wipe up the spilled soup.

so another guy came to clean the table.

we were very good friends when i was in primary school.

she used to live very near me, and my parents have to work, so i was sent to their house to sleep overnight, then her parents would bring me & her to school.

so, we slept together, with her younger brothers & sisters.

we were very close, but maybe we didn't go to the same class, & didn't stay overnight at her place when my mum was home ( couldn't remember why, but maybe because my mum didn't work already, or what ever ).

she moved to another side of woodlands.

her family is very very big, extremely big, compared to mine.

at that time, she had 1 sister & 1 brother, but few years later, she've got a few MORE younger siblings, so it's like there's more than 4 kids in the house!

i don't know why, her parents wanted so many children.

if they're super rich, many children won't be a problem, but well.

she the eldest, she've to work, she must work.

& how fortunate of me that i can stay at home & "shake legs", well.

god bless you, my friend (:

i have a SUDDEN urgh to go to KBox, i don't know why!

and who to go kbox with me?

definitely i'ld need to find someone who listens to the "similiar" songs as me, right?

i couldn't think of anyone.

watched Corrine May's piano performance on YOUTUBE, and her voice, is SO NICE, OH MY GOD.

her voice is great!

even if the song itself isn't nice, but with her voice, it'll be a great song (:

i like "thick" voice, high pitch, soprano (:

just like my high pitch voice when i'm EXCITED.

HAHA.

& i'm finally settled with my PP Topic!

i'm gonna do Real Estate Development in Singapore, or perhaps something similar.

i don't care whether it is recommended or not, at least i don't have to do science EVERYDAY, 24/7!

i need a break from science, so this would be something better ?

so now, the interview part is crucial.

Far East Organization isn't public listed ( if i'm not wrong ), or something like, it's shares aren't public, because they want privacy ?

I don't know.

& i don't know if they're willing to me interviewed or not.

Other companies like Knight Frank, i feel "strange" with them, because i've never talked to them before.

and will they even want to talk to me ?

HAHA.

okay, i'm gonna do real estate, nothing is stoping me.

at least something closer to me, something i know " how it goes".

& my dad is crazy recently.

he wants to buy a particular for a few hundred thousands...

*faint*

i'm not gonna care, not interested in it.

no fun at all.

& i don't wanna be a useless person. i need to have a TARGET in my life :(

living life like what i'm now is getting me NO WHERE!

i wanna master French/Italian by this year, at least the Basics of it.

save some money & go for night course in a Language school.

if you compare with the people elsewhere, who knows more than 5 languages, we're like so STUPID.

& hopefully i can get a bike license within 2 years.

*PRAY HARD*

don't tell me how dangerous it is, i don't care.

it's even better if i can die earlier, & i'm serious.

i don't care if i've scars here & there everywhere, i aren't that kind of girl who's so afraid of scars, afraid of scorching sun afraid of this & that, and whatever.

a good song for someone EMO, but no me.

i aren't EMO ELMO now, i'm crazily NOISY now.

2008-04-21T21:40:00.001+08:00

oh God, please tell me what to do for PP

give me some inspirations, please.

inspirations come.

many many, all come.

2008-04-19T21:33:00.001+08:00

science EVERYDAY.

2008-04-19T20:48:00.001+08:00

it's SATURDAY, i'm home, will only be out tomorrow with <3

HOME ALL DAY, DOING NUTS.

woke up at 11++, had breakfast, then online, played with IMVU ( which somehow was kind of lag ), no fun, tired i went back to sleep again.

woke up around 4 ++ had noodles, watch tv, bath, then i'm here :)

saving all the 6Ps for 1st week, and thinking what to do for PP.

OH PP, OH PP.

TELL ME WHAT TO DO FOR PP.

I've got a few topics in mind, i emailed the Advisor, hoping that he replies my email FAST FAST FAST so i can feel "settled".

But those topics were somehow NONSENSE in a way, because they sound RIDICULOUS to me.

i don't know how to say it.

I DON'T KNOW.

I KNOW NOTHING!!!

i'm SUDDENLY in LOVE, SO IN LOVE, with 陶喆 David Tao.

His songs are so FREAKING NICE, but just that he don't have any new songs now, so maybe he's being FORGOTTEN already.

He's having a concert soon i think.

though he isn't Mr Handsome, but his voice & his songs are like OH MY GOD.

Maybe better than Jay Chou's?

haha.

Currently CONTINUOUSLY PLAYING on my Player:

MELODY
詞:陶吉吉娃娃曲:陶吉吉

終於明白你已變成回憶沒有言語能夠說明當別人問起
譜了一段旋律沒有句點也無法再繼續
像埋伏在街頭的某種氣息無意間經過把往日笑與淚勾起
忽然心痛的無法再壓抑原來從未忘記
Melody 腦海中的旋律轉個不停愛過你有太多話忘了要告訴你
Melody 無數動人音符在我生命愛過你失去你我才知道要珍惜
當時無法為你寫的那首歌都是我永遠的遺憾當愛逝去
如果所有的錯重來一次是否改變結局
終於落下休止符的那首歌我聽著每一個音符流過的回憶
為什麼在那麼多年以後還不能說再見
Melody 腦海中的旋律如此熟悉
愛過你在我心裡只能輕輕嘆息
Melody 無數動人音符在我生命
愛過你失去你我才知道要珍惜
Melody oh Melody 我永遠不能忘記
你是多麼美麗讓這音樂一直不停響起
Melody oh Melody 我捨不得去忘記
我們快樂的過去請別再讓我從這夢境清醒
Melody 腦海中的旋律如此熟悉
愛著你求你聽我唱完這一段旋律請不要離去
Melody 你是在我腦海不停的旋律
愛過你我的心裡只能無言嘆息
Melody 無數動人音符在生命裡
愛過你失去後我才知道要珍惜你

And...

Black Tangerine ( hei se liu ding )

Songs to company me as i browse through those boring ppt (sssss)...

oh, whats wrong?

2008-04-18T20:27:00.001+08:00

i'm down with flu, on and off.

sometimes it's okay, but sometimes it isn't!

what is so wrong with me?!

no appetite recently, is this a miracle or what ?

i couldn't finish food, especially dinner, resulting in wastage of food.

sorry, god.

how bad of me.

when i tell the aunty/uncle to give me less of this & that, they don't seem to be listening, they still give me alot, alot, alot!

maybe eating lesser will make me slimmer instead?

1st lab lesson in school today, SO FUN SO FUN.

Not VERY fun but, still, FUN?

The labcoat is so useless!

I didn't even button, and i don't think that we even need a lab coat!

oh gosh, maybe just for this lesson lab coat is useless.

My mircobio & anatomy faci claimed that this Saladin Anatomy book is good, so Mei Jin & I went to library today, as usual, it's Friday we're like SO FREE.

And guess what?

SHE FOUND SOMETHING SIMILIAR AFTER DRINKING SOYA MILK FOR A DAY!

OH, SOYA MILK HELPS!

IMPROVES INTELLIGENCE.

IMPROVES ALMOST EVERYTHING!

HAHA.

So damn funny lah!

She found this.

the author is Saladin, but i don't know whether is this the correct one.

Well, since the author is the same, so i guess there won't be much difference though?

not going out tomorrow. will only be out on Sunday (:

And <3 promised to answer my call but he didn't!

DAMN.

Not going to call you anymore since you aren't answering my calls!

I AMMMMMMMMM FURIOUSSSSSS!~!@#$%^&*()_+

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2008-04-17T21:45:00.001+08:00

YOU SEE FIRE ON MY HEAD?

had a great day in school, in class was fine, then disturbed MeiJin was the FUNNEST PART!

i'm crazy, but there's still SERIOUS part of me (:

had dinner with MeiJin & Robby, then went home.

I WAS YELLING AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE WHEN I REACHED HOME.

Maybe louder than my dog's barking.

WHO THE HELL TOUCH MY "CORN PLANT" I PUT AT THE CORRIDOR?!!!

NOT ONLY TOUCH, BUT TOPPLE IT!

DAMN ASS HOLE.

So loud that my neighbours were looking at me, as if there's FREE SHOW?

BUT I'M FREAKING PISSED OFF OKAY.

MY PLANT, PUT AT MY CORRIDOR, IT'S NOT LIKE AS IF IT'S BLOCKING THE PATHWAY OR WHAT, IT'S SO FREAKING SMALL, JUST A BIT BIGGER THAN MY PALM!

and it's not like as if the HURRICAN blew it! someone put it into a empty pot beside it, and everything is FALLING!

DON'T LET ME CATCH THE CULPRIT, OTHERWISE I'LL CHOP YOU INTO PEICES!!!

I HATE PEOPLE TO TOUCH MY THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION!!!

then my mum was VERY ANGRY that i was YELLING like MAD WOMAN, she scolded me.

I didn't care.

it only made me MORE ANGRY, because her scolding is like a CATALYST for VOLCANO TO ERUPT!

DAMN.

tomorrow's practical TO CUT BANANA & LIME, HOW LAME!

then, i've made a new new new new friend in class, the 1st person whom i talk to in Msn after schooling hours, and chat casually.

not gonna say who the person is.

this person LOOK SO MUCH LIKE A FRIEND OF MINE!

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!

SO ALIKE!

wait till i find both pictures then i'll blog it (:

and no matter how ~@#$%^&*()_ is PBL, well, we still have to go to school, and i'ld say i'm FINE with PBL already!

PBL is no longer a ~!@#$%^&*()_+ to me, it's something useful now :)

thank god that i've stayed in Rp, rather than go to Lasalle.

but well..

i've got something to blog about, but i've got no time.

played too much today.

wasted too much time on CURSING the person who touched my plant!

time to iron clothes & go to bed.

need to bring bulky lap coat tomorrow to cut some BANANAS & LIMES.

HOW LAME LAME LAME!!!

gonna do well for PP, hopefully, and i wanna do well for everything this sem, so i won't be free for any shopping or what so ever.

my only play day is for <3 haha.

so sorry.

and he haven't reply my miss call!

sick o sick!

2008-04-16T20:48:00.001+08:00

i wanted to blog few days ago, but i didn't have the time to.

caught this movie "Definitely Maybe" last weekend with <3

A very lengthy movie!

i'm looking out for Horror Movies, but seems like there isn't any currently.

Wednesday, stayed at home all day long, SICK LIKE HELL.

Diarrhoea since yesterday, flu, & migraine!

oh gosh!

i couldn't go anywhere, or even do anything!

i rest on bed ALL DAY LONG, only by sleeping then i won't feel the pain on my damn head!

instant noodles for breakfast, pizz hut delivery for lunch ( which cost A BOMB & not nice at all ), rice for dinner, and then DIARRHOEA!!!

Now, migraine is gone, but i've a feeling that it'll come back again, very soon.

Went for DPHM talk yesterday, many interesting "things".

PP, CE, and the Adv Diploma ( which sounded INTERESTING! )

Okay, i thought about PP, and i emailed them to ask if the topic is "acceptable".

I lied on bed, i thought i could do " Winston Churchill's Leadership" ( or maybe something similiar? ), but they don't allow the topic to be on a individual, so maybe " The Real Estate Industry in Singapore" ?

At least a topic "closer" to me.

I wanted to do on "Far East Organization" but their information are SECRETS, and the people don't seem friendly, so, maybe not, unless i've got no other "ideas".

As for CE, i haven't complete them!!!

I'm still short of like 13 or 12!

OH GOD!~

so it means i need to go for 12 or 13 more talks, do 12 or 13 more RJs!

WOW.

Well well.

whatever.

And for the Advanced Diploma, it seems interesting, because it's like a "attachment program" where YOU HAVE TO PAY $$$, and not like other Poly where you get $$$ when you go for attachment ( maybe in RP, everything is the other way round ).

With that, will have to take certain modules, then, get another cert, besides the Dipoma cert, you get Adv Dip in Pharm Practice, which cost S$1100 for Singaporeans, AND S$5000+ for foreigners!

OH MY GOD?!

if this Adv Dip thing can help me have a better chance of getting into Uni overseas ( because i know sg Uni is never gonna accept me ), then i'll MAYBE take it.

But my GPA isn't good, seems bad if i compare with other people, who will most likely to be taking it, so I NEED TO WORK HARDER?

I'm forever getting "B" and sometimes "C", and UT... haven't took any UT this sem yet, we shall see.

And my broadband now is MIO plan, with 3 meg.

From 10meg to 3meg, big difference, but i couldn't feel it.

AND NOKIA6500S IS KILLING ME!!

it hangs & somehow a bit slow & retard!

WHY!!!

*URGH*

and my life now is so PATHETIC!

weekdays, school.

Wednesday, sleep + PP

Weekends, 1 day for <3 and another to revise ( because i always daydream in class! )

Practical this friday, and i'm NOT AT ALL EXCITED because we're CUTTING BANANAS & LIME!

*LAME*

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2008-04-11T23:12:00.001+08:00

it's FRIDAY.

like 1 week past already, since school reopen.

today, a better day definitely.

i get to sit at the CENTER TABLE, although no privacy but i don't mind because this faci IS SO FREAKING STRICT!

1. NO HANDPHONES ON TABE. CANNOT USE THEM AT ALL.

2. NO MSN-ING OR OTHER NON RELATED ACTIVITIES

3. NO FOOD OR DRINKS

4. ALL LAPTOPS DOWN!

OH MY GOD?

crazy or what?

which alien planet is she from ?

but well, actually she's rather good, in a way.

she teaches well, the PBL way, & she makes/force people to LISTEN, REALLY LISTEN so everyone will understand & learn.

it's anatomy & physiology, somewhat the MOST CHIM one, but the fun-nest to me.

i don't know why, but i prefer this than any other modules.

or is it because i get to sit the center table & it's friday?

i don't know.

just feeling great today.

after school had early dinner with Meijin, we chat, like OMG SO FUN, then went to library, played with the photocopy machine!

HAHA.

then it ran out of paper.

so we went to played with ANOTHER ONE.

had fun today (: (: (:

i was browsing the net yesterday, due to some craziness, searching for NONSENSE stuffs.

came across this forum, i forgot which one, someone said that in the SAS, only 4 pupils get to go into the Local UNI.

ISN'T IT LIKE OH MY GOD?!

so now, i'm in RP, and i'm a dumbass, so it isn't very important anymore.

the important part is to GET HELL LOTS OF MONEY & get a Degree overseas!

even with a freaking LOW GPA can get into UNI elsewhere, but not here!

oh, what ever.

so stressed this week, i don't know why.

maybe it's because of a 2 months relaxation, the suddenly have "such" workload that's why i'm going crazy.

i'll soon adapt to it.

SOON.

and i FREAKING LIKE THIS MR BEAN, so SUPER CUTE!

it makes me laugh like LOLLLLLLLLLL!!!

blog time.

2008-04-10T20:50:00.001+08:00

school started, new class, new people, everything new.

i haven't got use to it yet, but well, somehow i'm fine (:

every Wednesday is FREE DAY, but maybe not, it should be PP day?

at least it's more relax than YEAR I's 5 day schooling, but those schooling days are almost STRESS FREE.

Now it's 4 Days of school, but NOT Stress free at all!

OH GOSH?

Super freaking stressful for a dumbass like me, who've already forgotten EVERYTHING about science!

how am i gonna survive?!!

no choice.

i don't really regret taking this course, the only "thing" i regretted was choosing RP.

if i could turn back time, i'll choose lectures lectures lectures!

I LOVE LECTURES.

no choice, i'm stuck in Rp, so be it.

and if my GPA doesn't allow me to get into local Uni, hopefully some where out there will be a place for me.

I've this sudden "feeling" that i want to study, it's like so fun, hoping that i can study for my entire life.

After poly, with a shitty GPA, i'll hope to find a place that will "want me" & study, hopefully get a job down there, settle down there & not come back here (:

i'm beginning to love what i'm studying, but PBL isn't for me :(

well. just hope there's a place for dumbass.

till now, i haven't found anyone in my class that will "click" with me, yet.

i'm just "interested" in this particular person in my class, not 1 i think, it should be 2.

both look like "go down buy vegetable " or " go pasar malum " kind, they're rather sloppy, but HEY, they are CLEVER!

just that they don't talk!

OMG.

there's good looking people in my class, i don't care.

it's not like as if i'm going to find a bf/gf there, i don't care how pretty or handsome they are.

all i care is to GO HOME EARLY!

tomorrow's Friday, it's A N A T O M Y, the hardest among all.

hopefully tomorrow "fengshui" is good, today's "fengshui" not bad (:

SO SUPER DUPER THRIPLY STRESS!

I NEED TO RELAX!!!

SUN TAN, ANYONE?!!!

2008-04-09T21:37:00.001+08:00

stressed & pissed.

things getting difficult.

people changing.

the sides of people, 10 thousand faces.

many, uncountable.

pissed off.

get lost.

don't disturb me.

PLEASE.

even food won't cure.

2008-04-08T15:23:00.001+08:00

blog tonight.

schools' a little boring & stress already :(

change my blog skin next time when i'm MORE free & when i find nice ones.

in class, falling asleep.

YAWNS.

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2008-03-25T20:00:00.001+08:00

tomorrow going to get my laptop serviced, anyone wanna company me?

blog

2008-03-25T19:58:00.001+08:00

blog blog blog blog blog

watched today with KUTU @ Plaza Sing.

AND, it's ALVIN'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!

We bought 1 card & a box of chocolates for him!

HE MUST BE HAPPY! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MR VIN!

Another movie i watched some time ago?

Rule #1 isn't as good as Orphanage!

At least there's meaning in The Orphanage!

Rule #1 is just some kind of nonsense.

Very nice movie! & it so TEMPT me to learn Spanish!

Okay, and YESTERDAY i went for an "INFORMAL INTERVIEW" after having lunch with a GOOD friend (:

the "interview" wasn't fun at all, and that person may even be viewing my blog now?

haha.

it was an "interesting interview" session because there was conflicting interest between the both of us & some dark sides, so well, what ever?

there weren't direct purpose to it, you know, it's holidays now, and i'm forever full of nonsense, since i'm free i'll just "play around " with people who wanana "play along" with me. haha.

but don't get me wrong. i mean NO harm (:

i'm just a STUDENT, what can i do ? even if i WANT TO do something, do i have the TIME?

well.

i could feel that my "suay-ness" period is over ( the unlucky period ), and now i'm a little MORE lucky, so DEALS can CLOSE!

my suay-ing period is really damn ass hole, I HATE IT!

then after the "lucky period" the suay-ness will come, like a cycle.

is this my life, or what ?

and i FINALLY FOUND THE DRAMA ONLINE!

Get Karl! Oh Soo Jung

this is the Korea drama every night 10pm!

the guy is SO FREAKING HANDSOME RIGHT?!

the lady is SO FREAKING PRETTY TOO! ( but her hair is too short, kind of weird ).

okay, time to continue watching it.

and YES, the 9pm show on Channel 8 is NICE ALSO.

about the 1 room flat blah blah blah, poor people wanting money or what ever.

but well, money can make me HAPPY, but relationships with people around me, will make me even HAPPIER.

and after seeing so many people's house/home/rooms, i'ld want to buy a TOWNHOUSE WHEN I REACH 25!

is it possible?

so I NEED TO SAVE MONEY FROM NOW ONWARDS.

LESS SHOPPING.

LESS EATING.

STAY HEALTHY SO I DON'T NEED TO SEE DOCTORS ( WASTING MONEY )

and people who are CONSTANTLY decorating MAS SELAMAT'S face, or what ever, it's SO ... ... ( playing is fine, but playing a lot a lot isn't )

i believe, no human on earth have the right to take other people's life, God will settle everything, for God is fair (:

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2008-03-21T23:29:00.001+08:00

back to blog, again, after so long.

holidays' gonna end, oh, please end it.

i rather go to school ( if the new class if fun, i'ld love it ), so tired being at home or "moving" outside here & there smiling like an asshole.

watched a few movies recently, no good ones, just those that will help kill time.

& watching movie is somehow a waste of time.

and there's nothing fun to do down here in this boring place, right?

mum's friends going to msia for shopping tomorrow, she isn't going ( she doesn't like shopping at all ), so i don't get to go too.

well, nevermind.

would have things to do tomorrow, i think ?

my eyelid has got a super big red bump inside, no one will notice it unless i pull my eylid, at least i still can go out normally.

not pain, but somehow itchy.

i always get this damn "problem" and it usually goes away after a few days, but this isn't.

it seems STUCKED there.

what ever.

& i'm very bad that i've been wasting alot of food lately, especially BREAKFAST.

had breakfast outside, so i can't give the food to my dog, in the end it went to feed the rubbin bin.

that's very bad.

i don't have appetite for breakfast but i have to eat, otherwise my tummy will give me hell lots of trouble.

i'm just feeling so damn pissed off & restless now.

don't ask me why.

i won't say.

seriously IRRITATED, by nobody.

maybe i'm crazy.

or some kind of moodswing.

maybe it's because of lack of shopping?

what ever.

good night.

女人我最大

2008-03-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

女人我最大

a joke?

2008-03-12T21:47:00.001+08:00

i saw this picture elsewhere, and i'm seeing it again, at Facebook.

if this is for fun, for entertainment purpose i would say it is FUNNY, but seriously, this is like so ???

Okay, today isn't a good day because i lost my way, AGAIN?!!!

Was to reach Centennial Tower by 11.30 or so, i LOST MY WAY so i called Mr Robby for help, since he works there, so he guided me, lalala then i finally found my way.

OK GOOD.

so i waited for that person to deliver, waited like 10 years, he's slow like a turtle, but i can't blame him, he's not familiar with the place.

at last he's done!

collect things & money from him, then went off.

i walked AIMLESSLY, and i really don't know where i'm walking to, AND I LOST MY WAY AGAIN!!!

it was drizzling, the floor was wet, and my slippers are slippery :(

OH GOSH.

then i finally made my way OUT of that place, i went to search for FOOD.

i'll definitely DIE without food.

no food, all cafes & expensive restaurants, you can't expect me to get into a restaurant ALONE?

i ate some Old Chang Kee food, then went home.

I didn't wanted to go home, because i hate home, but well, i was too tired, i really needed some sleep, no choice.

then Mr Andrew ( the guy or stranger who helped me out ) called me and discussed some nonsense, knowing that my maths sucks big time.

okay, was in the tunnel, reception wasn't good, and he'll be busy in the evening so he suggested i give him a call tomorrow.

ok, tomorrow's good.

so i'll stay at home tomorrow, give him a call and work things out.

and hopefully things could be worked out, but i just fear i don't have time when school reopens, and i gonna wait till June then <3 would be free, and <3 may not want to do this.

anyway, but if things can really be worked out well, hiring a reliable person won't be a bad idea?

shall see how it goes.

and Mr Andrew's driver was great, he's friendly.

he called me, and he told me he was at the Lobby ( i don't really know where it is ), so i just walked around round and round like MARY GO ROUND.

told him i'm at the reception, he offered to come and meet me, GOOD HUH.

i still don't know where is the Lobby.

sometimes, think about it, this "thing" is very different from the "clothing business" this would need you to put in money, real effort and need to think hard when there's "merge" with others.

i took an INTERESTING photo while i was WAITING.

okay, this is the BUS STOP beside the Tower.

a picture speaks a thousand words (:

And i just receive this from my letterbox today.

you spot the DIFFERENCE?

and some overdue pictures

the cute little picture of his mattress. ( pls don't think otherwise, we don't sleep together )

on V.Day

late night.

bought before CNY at Chinatown

i woke up early, i was bored, that's why.

and please, we DON'T sleep together (:

finally done!

2008-03-11T21:55:00.001+08:00

i'm finally done with this blog skin, except the uploading of pictures part.

not so fun changing a blog skin, boring, and not fun at all.

won't be changing anymore in the near future (:

the weather has been so bad lately, and it spoil my shopping mood today!

i was about to go out in the late morning, then it RAINED HEAVILY!

OH MY GOD?

so i stayed at home all day long.

staying at home was NEVER a good thing.

something made me real happy & real pissed off today.

happy because there's business, and this means that money is coming in bit by bit.

real pissed off because of this person/people in the house ( i call it the house, and not my house ).

this person promised to deliver something for me, because this person has the ability to do it, and it capable of doing it.

okay, promised made.

then i don't know what the hell happened, this person flew into a rage.

i really don't know what happened and i swear i did NOTHNG wrong because i didn't do anything, except MY OWN things.

then this person began to YELL OUT LOUD.

no fear though.

and god have blessed me that i've got this "friend", or maybe a stranger whom i know to help me get things done ( and of course, this way, i earn lesser, but it's okay, my reputation is PRICELESS ).

because this person is a "regular" customer, and i see many potential business from him, and that's why i'ld go all the way to seek help from people.

finally i feel this "thing" moving a little, bit by bit, like a child growing up.

and the troublesome part, is to head down to Centennial Tower tomorrow to collect some documents, which is kind of FAR & i ALWAYS lose my way when i go out!!!

maybe i'm stupid, dumb or brainless, sometimes i can't even read a map!

maybe a need a navigator?

no, that's too costly.

and all this while rotting infront of the laptop and with my handphone always with me, i learnt that never never make any promises / deals with small/young kids.

i don't say that i am very old/ mature, i'm still very childish, but there are hell lot of people more childish than me.

they think of a path, neglecting the obstacles they will meet, hoping that they can GAIN EVERYTHING without sacrificing ANYTHING, and thinking that money is easy to earn/get.

i aren't pissed off, but i just learnt my lesson.

no wonder the law only allow people age 21 years and above to register a company.

and not all old people are mature, some are just scheming & more dangerous to deal with.

some fields, some things, the demand for it isn't shown, it's for you to find out.

like a gold mine, you have to dig it, it will not appear on the surface.

DID HE DISAPPEARED?

VANISHED?

ESCAPED?

HELLO!

2008-03-10T21:40:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna get a new blogskin, so please, wait.

and i've reinstalled Windows Live Writer, and i pray hard that NOTHING will go wrong, otherwise those long long "memories" that i typed out will just VANISH like nobody's business!

oh please please, and i'm in a good mood today! (:

will blog later.

let me get a new "skin" first.

assss hole!

2008-03-08T23:20:00.001+08:00

hello damn windows live writer

and...

2008-03-03T23:12:00.001+08:00

and i don't blog EVERY detail in my life here, so it's NOT easy to make up a "story" from what you see in my blog, so don't AH-SUMME k ?

just hope there aren't any misunderstanding.

and i love you all ;

i'm FINE :)

2008-03-03T23:08:00.001+08:00

so shocked.

the words i blogged were so TINY WINY and it still can be seen!

OH MY GOD?

even though i strike it off, it still can be seen.

OH MY GOD, AGAIN.

Okay, i'm fine now.

Just some words from some strangers made me feel better, and i'm glad.

i met an uncle, he looked at my palm, as if searching for GOLD, he told me

- i'll marry around 30 yrs old? (HELL SHOCKING)

- i'm clever?

- i think too much, far too much.

- i'm richer than my mother ?

- i get to eat good food?

- early 20s' my family will suffer from bankruptcy and everything will be back to normal in 1-2 years time?

- my kidneys and liver are weak?

- my digestive system is very weak too ?

- my life will only improve after 20+++ years old?

- and he said i'm kind (:

- my temper is bad :(

- i'll live super long like 90++++ 'cos there's this super long line on my hand?

that's all i can remember for now.

she's just my mum's friend, so it's FREE, haha.

so even if it's not true or just some cheaty stuffs, it's free anyway.

HAHA.

AND I HATE TO HEAR THAT I'M GONNA GET MARRIED SOOOOOOOOOOOOO LATE!!!!

Get married late, give birth late, your children is like so damn young while you're so freaking old, then GENERATION GAP!!!

oh i hate it.

but maybe it's true.

i can't really really blend well with people from "outside", not like people outside my house or what, but just "outside" people.

like people not related to me?

i don't know how to put it in words, but it's just a kind of feeling.

my mum was talking to the uncle, with another lady around ( god knows who ), i sat there and just listen, lalala.

a least what he said wasn't very very bad stuffs, otherwise i'm gonna really cry.

and that my mum agree that i can only get married late.

OH DAMN!!!

must be because no one wants to marry me, that's why i marry late?

haha. what ever.

not at all interested in marriage right now, studying & earning money & going shopping is more important!

okay i'm back to NORMAL MODE, maybe more of HAPPY MOOD today ?

watched THE LEAP YEARS this late morning with KUTU!

haha! SHE CRIED.

I didn't (:

I don't cry in public, NO MATTER WHAT, even though there's tears in my eyes, but i won't fall off, i'll just KEEP ON BLINKING.

HAHA.

Really a NICE CRYING show, but not a VERY meaningful one.

a REAL NICE SHOW will be CJ7!

OH I SIMPLY LOVE THIS CUTE SHOW!!!

and i wanna watch HORTON! the super cute elephant!

<3 don't wanna watch with me, and i'm SO SAD!

he don't watch cartoons :(

but i LOVE cartoons :(

cartoons have no blood, no violent fighting, no ABC XYZ, that's why i LOVE cartoon :D

maybe i'm STILL YOUNG, that's why!

haha.

had dinner with <3 tonight i got SCOLDED when i said i wanted to Sign on for SAF ( 6 years bond ).

Okay, i won't sign on then.

Kendricks' signing, i don't know whether it's good or bad.

well, the $$$ is real ATTRACTIVE, but, well...

okay, <3 promised to use his name to help me apply for CITIBANK Deposit account ( because it needs to be 21 years old, to open any account with them ).

HAHA.

I'm the HAPPIEST!

Frankly, i aren't really sure about their interest rate, but i LOVE their ATM, because there's one LONELY ATM at MSL MRT!

I don't need LONG LONG Qs' anymore!

YES!

SAY NO TO POSB/DBS!

*YEAH*

and it comes with Visa Debit, cheque book, and so what ever.

online banking, phone banking, just some stupid avenues to HELP WASTE YOUR MONEY!

but the good thing is!

HAHAHA. Min balance of SGD 2000.

OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH.

at least i won't spend TOO MUCH money, when i'm hungry and really starving i can just terminate this account and get some food!

at least i won't die of hunger...

HAHAHA.

CITIBANK! HERE I COME!!!!!!!

AND THANK TO THE PEOPLE WHO'RE CONCERNED ABOUT ME.

love you all;

mmmwwwwaaarrrrhhhhhsssss..............

2008-03-02T11:48:00.001+08:00

uncle said i think too much.

i'm always alone

2008-03-01T23:45:00.001+08:00

~~to him, from hell:~~

~~i remembered how you hit me with anything you can find. light, heavy big or small.~~

~~i remembered how you scolded me by following YOUR instructions.~~

~~i remembered how you pull my hair and banged my head against the shelf. the shelf still remain in the same position.~~

~~i remembered i was so scared of you that i hide myself under the desk, and the desk i'm using it everyday now.~~

~~i remembered how you hit and scolded me everyday when she was at work every night because you quarrelled with your mistress.~~

~~i remembered how you hit me, pushed me, pulled me when the desktop spoiled, and claiming that you have important files inside when you don't even use it often.~~

~~i remembered how you forced me to cut my hair short when you were unhappy.~~

~~i remember the many many things you did to me.~~

~~they were all nightmares.~~

~~and today, you hit me with an empty bottle and another object, i don't know what it was.~~

~~the lines on my upper thighs were the results of your anger.~~

~~the scar on my scalp were the results of your anger too. and luckily it isn't obvious at all.~~

~~many injuries, can't be seen, but they exist.~~

~~and today, you gave me a "small hill" on my left thigh, were the results of you failing to iron your clothes properly and vent your anger all on me.~~

~~ALL ON ME.~~

~~you vent them ALL ON ME because you know i won't fight back, because you know i will listen, i will follow, i will feel scared.~~

~~YOU WON'T VENT ON HER BECAUSE SHE WILL FIGHT BACK, SHE WON'T LET YOU OFF, SHE'LL PUT YOU IN JAIL.~~

~~YOU HAVE NO MONEY, NO REPUTATION, YOU LOSE EVERYTHING, JUST BLAME YOURSELF.~~

~~BECAUSE YOU CHOOSE THE WOMAN OUTSIDE, YOU CHOOSE TO TREAT THE WHORE OUTSIDE BETTER THAN US, YOU SEE US AS COWDUNG.~~

~~now, every step i walk, everytime my left feet touches the ground, my muscles move, i feel pain.~~

~~i didn't do anything to deserve such pain.~~

~~SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME, WHAT SIN HAVE I MADE THAT I SHOULD SUFFER LIKE THIS ?~~

~~YOU VENT ALL YOUR ANGER ON ME WHEN YOU'RE UNHAPPY.~~

~~YOUR MISTRESS RUN AWAY, YOU VENT IT ON ME.~~

~~YOU LOSE A DEAL, YOU VENT IT ON ME.~~

~~YOU FORGOT TO PAY YOUR CREDIT CARD BILLS, YOU VENT IT ON ME.~~

~~YOU LIED TO HER SAYING THAT I DON'T WANT BOTH OF YOU TO DIVORCE.~~

~~I'VE MADE IT CLEAR ENOUGH, I WANT THE BOTH OF YOU TO BE DIVORCED.~~

~~you, can go find your China woman, and see if she wants you.~~

~~i would rather go to Taiwan with her, than to stay here with you.~~

~~i'm not born for you to vent your anger on, and i feel ashame to be related to you.~~

~~once more, just once more, one more time, i'm going to the Police, i mean it.~~

~~no matter what time it is, no matter how far it is, no matter what you do, what you say, I WILL GO.~~

~~for the past 18 years of my life, i've had enough.~~

~~it's not like i can't support myself. i can just quit school and go to work.~~

~~i can just anyhow find a guy and get married off.~~

~~i can do many many things, even without you.~~

~~to him, my past.~~

~~perhaps, we were just too naive.~~

~~you left me because i DON'T WEAR MINI SKIRT.~~

~~and that was the 1st time buying MINI SKIRT from 77th Street at Far East.~~

~~the slap you left me, i will remember.~~

~~how vicious you are, how ugly you are.~~

~~to him.~~

~~still i meant nothing.~~

~~maybe just a person to fill an empty heart, a person to "have" when bored.~~

~~a person, to have when ever feel like it, a person to leave when feel bored.~~

~~a person who sees me as unimportant, optional, something extra and a burden.~~

~~i don't like to compare, but people do, and people talk.~~

~~and it often breaks my heart.~~

~~i don't have good friends, best friends, close friends, special friends.~~

~~i only have friends.~~

~~i don't think i have any family members, any relatives.~~

~~they're just human whom i meet when i'm young, nothing special.~~

~~everytime, i try my best, my very best, to maintain relationships, it often is left unappreciated.~~

~~maybe i aren't "good" enough to please others, maybe i'm just too lousy.~~

~~sometimes i really hope to have someone whom i can rely on.~~

~~whom i can tell everything of my life to.~~

~~whom i can share my joy, my sadness to.~~

~~whom i can trust with my everything.~~

~~but i have no one.~~

~~my sadness, no one will understand.~~

~~and no one will be willing to listen.~~

~~all i need, is just someone to hug and cry on.~~

~~someone who can talk to me nicely.~~

~~but i have no one.~~

~~i can only hug my bolster and cry.~~

~~i can only talk to myself.~~

~~and i can only blog here, because no ones listens to me.~~

~~even the closest person to me, won't listen to me, won't listen to my sorrows, don't bother about me.~~

~~i have nothing to say.~~

~~i walked from the bus stop back home, a van horned at me so loud, that it just scares me.~~

~~i didn't notice him.~~

~~he should have just move forward, accelerate, and knock me down.~~

~~so what if i'm alive?~~

~~no one cares.~~

~~maybe this is just nonsense i'm spouting.~~

~~good night.~~

i'm tired.

2008-03-01T23:12:00.001+08:00

i wrote a very long post on Tuesday/Wednesday, i forgot when it was, and Windows Live Write went mad, so i lost the post, but anyway, that post were actually many many pictures of that " CHRISTOPHER ".

anyway, he added me on friendster, i accepted, i viewed his pictures then i deleted this "friend" from friendster.

i know it's very mean, but he is seriously irritating.

few days ago, he still sms-ed me despite me not replying.

i couldn't take it anymore.

yesterday morning he sms-ed me again, asking me out, and i sent 2 sms-es to him.

i saved one of them, i forgot to save another because i was too pissed.

Reply1: DO YOU MIND IF YOU STOP CONTACTING ME ANYMORE? I FIND IT EXTREMLY ANNOYING. STOP IT OKAY!

I felt that this message is not "strong" enough to wake his senses so i sent another.

Reply 2 : i couldn't really remember exactly, but just scolded him and said that if i receive 1 more sms from him i'm gonna go to the police. and i asked him to delete me from his contact list. and yes, i told him i don't know him at all and there is no need that we meet because i'm not at all interested to see him.

something like that.

he just spoils my day by sms-ing me early in the morning.

tomorrow gonna be a busy busy day

2008-02-25T21:11:00.001+08:00

i feel so sick and tired staying at home.

wanting to avoid the both of them by staying locked in the room is no good idea.

it don't work at all.

i feel so pissed & fustrated.

daytime he would be irritating & VERY unreasonable.

night time, it's HER turn to go mad.

so, it's only afternoon that i can have PEACE!

okay, so now i have had enough of everything.

i thought about it, and that my "work" isn't really bringing me anywhere with all these "obstacles", and that i have now decided to break free from my "partnership" with me.

i don't say i don't have attitude problems, but his is seriously worst than me!

i have to break free this place.

so tomorrow's a BUSY BUSY DAY.

will meet Kutusss for lunch at Bugis, SEOUL GARDER (:

though i don't really like it, but still, okay.

then after that, have to reach Hougang by 4pm, and this freaking place is so NEAR to <3's house!

but i won't disturb him, otherwise i gonna be a irritating fella.

no good.

then after that, will rush down to... eunos?

i don't know where, but the person say it's near Eunos Mrt?

i don't know.

just go, and see what is it about, but i somewhat have a bad feeling about this thing at Eunos...

SEEING RED.

2008-02-24T23:00:00.001+08:00

i'm SEEING RED NOW!!!

so i did this

click to see big big.

then..

got this

so, now i can confirm he looks like this and he lives in KOVAN?

then...

so he have got another number ?

96432863?

or is this his partner?

and from his friendster, he host his email account from AsiaNetwork.com?

I'M FREAKING MAD I'M TELLING YOU, I'M SO FREE THIS HOLIDAY AND I'M GONNA SEARCH ON YOU & MAKE SURE YOU LEAVE ME FAR FAR FAR AWAY & STOP HARASSING MEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASSHOLE.

CRAZY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.

2008-02-24T22:38:00.001+08:00

CRAZY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.

I'VE HAD ENOUGH AND I WANNA TELL THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD ABOUT IT!

THERE'S THIS MAD FELLA, I DON'T KNOW WHO, WHO DISTURBED ME VIA HP LIKE SO LONG AGO ( EVER SINCE I WAS STUDYING FOR MY "O" .

KEPT ON CALLING ME & SMS ME, WANTING TO MEET ME OR WHAT SO EVER.

I REALLY HAVE NO IDEA WHO THIS PERSON IS AND I DON'T KNOW HOW THE HELL HE GOT MY NUMBER!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH AND I'M GOING TO REVEAL HIS NUMBER TO THE WHOLE WIDE WORD.

9 0 2 3 8 8 4 8

IRRITATING!

I DON'T WANT TO WASTE MY MONEY CALLING HIM AND SCOLD HIM, I JUST SMS-ED AND "WARNED" HIM.

EVEN TOLD HIM, IF HE'S GONNA HARRASS ME FURTHER I'M GONNA REPORT POLICE.

AND IT SEEMS LIKE THERE IS REALLY SOMETHING VERY WRONG IN HIS BRAIN.

FEW DAYS LATER HE STILL SMS-ED ME.

TELLING ME HIS BIRTHDAY CHALET OR WHATEVER, OR ASKING ME OUT.

AS IF I'M SO FREAKING FREE.

SO FREAKING PISSED OFF BY THIS PERSON.

MAD MAN EVERYWHERE!!!

9 0 2 3 8 8 4 8

AND HE SAID HIS NAME IS CHRSTOPHER.

JOKE OF THE DAY

2008-02-20T21:57:00.001+08:00

click click to enlarge.

so damn funny!

haha

hello hello i'm back

2008-02-19T21:37:00.001+08:00

people pestering me to get my blog updated, i'm just TOO LAZY, because i don't know what to blog about.

HAHA.

Okay, holidays are kinda BORING, i did my own things but all "half done" ( i'm always like this, i just need to be scolded ).

At least at home when i'm bored i have "someone" to disturb (:

Going to stay over at <3's house from Thursday till Saturday, so the next time i blog will be on Sunday ?

Maybe?

I don't know.

This friday is his birthday, and i'm CRACKING MY BRAIN ( i think i have one ) to see what i should buy/do for him.

i really have no idea.

he have everything he needs.

and if you ask me to do something, it would really take a long long time 'cos i'm VERY SLOW :(

OH SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!

i googled and i found this ( very useful! )

10 Worst Gift Ideas for Him

Here are some worst gift ideas for him. If you want your boyfriend or husband running for his life, then put these items on top of your list!

A Thighmaster

Wondering what that is? It’s exercise equipment! I bet he would rather go to the gym rather than bring it home with him! A complete no-no when gifts are involved. Get creative this Christmas!

Work tools

You’re husband may never do anything around the house, but don’t disappoint him this Christmas by gifting him a vacuum cleaner or a leaf blower. Where’s the fun and originality?

Ill fitting clothes

Stay away from jeans and t-shirts that don’t fit. Unless you know him THAT well, don’t buy clothes if you’re unsure of size, fabric and color. He may hate the maroon sweater that you think is ‘hot and chic’!

Artwork

He may smile and say thank you. Later he’ll take your ‘beautiful painting’ and make it a table top for his garage workshop! Men and artwork- rarely do they mix. So don’t punish him with modern art that he can hardly understand.

Crazy gift certificates

So you want him to lose weight? That’s fine, but don’t get him a gift certificate to a diet club or coaching tapes on fitness! Why remind him that he’s fat this season! Let me be. Get on his case next year!

Don’t frame yourself

Okay, so you’ve been going for self-esteem classes, but that’s no reason why you should gift him a framed picture of yourself every occasion! Think about it. He has a life which doesn’t always involve you.

Fruitcake frenzy

Unless you’re a word class cook or your husband is a world class liar, stay away from baked fruitcakes. Sometimes they can turn out to be quite a disaster. Fruitcakes pile up during Christmas so it’s better to gift something more personalised.

Assembling nightmares

Your guy may be the king of DIY jobs so you’ve gone and bought him a complicated assemble- it-yourself table. Now he’s stuck in the garage all day trying to figure it out. All the while he’s feeling more like a loser!

Cheap perfume

He may be a guy but almost anyone can spot cheap perfume especially the kind that is placed near the cash counter at department stores. If you’re forgotten to get him a gift just say so rather than buying him something cheap and crude.

Video games

Unless you want him to get so addicted that he has no time for you stay away from buying him video games. Men are still boys at heart so they’ll convince you that video games are the perfect gift!

That’s my top pick of worst gifts for him. I’m sure you can add to this list with your own experiences! We all learn from other people mistakes so wizen up!

from http://allwomenstalk.com/

or maybe a dinner at a posh restaurant would be great ?

but i'm SERIOUSLY BROKE!

haha.

HOW HOW HOW?

and yes!

i'm SO DISSAPPOINTED with the BANKS out there!

*URGH*

i wanted to "move" my $$$ with POSB bank to other banks 'cos i HATE THOSE SUPER LONG ATM QUEUES!

I JUST SO HATE IT.

and the interest rate is so freaking "OH MY GOD"

i searched around, and so, i found the best one, CITIBANK.

i emailed them, and they told me ALL ( if i'm not wrong ) their deposit accounts are for 21 years and above!!!

I AM SO DAMN !#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(

WHY?!!!

WHY MUST IT BE 21 YEARS OLD ?

I STILL HAVE HELL LONG OF YEARS BEFORE I REACH 21!!!

OH MY GOD.

i don't want my money to be stuck with POSB !!!

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!

drawing money take ten years.

depositing money also take ten years!

just freaking waste my time.

and their machines are crazy!

some buttons on their machines are already faulty!!!

tomorrows' V DAY.

2008-02-13T13:07:00.001+08:00

tomorrow is V. DAY!!!

Yes, it's V Day, AND NOT VIRGIN DAY (according to Chris Voon ).

i'm so FREE at home, so i did a research on the Origin of V Day.

http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Lake/3894/valentineday/origins.html

i don't know what to make/buy for tomorrow, so i just bought a packet of jelly powder & can fruits from the NTUC just now.

if we stayed together, i would've made sirlon steak ( my favourite, haha ).

so tomorrow it'll be something SIMPLE ( and is not very "ME", i don't like SIMPLE ).

Watched

yesterday at PS.

I WON'T say that it's a VERY GOOD show, but still WATCHABLE (:

Maybe it's meant to be a movie to kill time?

For me, the story line isn't VERY GOOD, just FUNNY, that's all ?

i wanna watch CJ7!!!

and i was strolling around Friendster just now, if i've viewed anyone or who ever, don't think i'm "interested" in you okay, just strolling around see see (:

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

2008-02-11T22:39:00.001+08:00

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows only one
that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only
thing that's beatin'
Sometimes I wish someone out
there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah ahhhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge

And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of whats
fucked up and everything?s all right
Check my vital signs to
know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one
that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only
thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out
there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone

Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadow's only one
that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only
thing that's beatin'
Sometimes I wish someone out
there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!

(:

2008-02-11T22:32:00.001+08:00

Chinese New year wasn't VERY BAD this year, and neither was it VERY GOOD.

it did let me "learnt" some things, and "know" some things, which i will never learn it in school.

well, maybe it have "showed" me things too ?

maybe some things, some how, won't stay with you for too long, and neither will it stay with you forever.

when it's time to "go home", don't stay out any longer?

and i don't wish to say anymore.

like a kid, forever hoping to attract attention.

and ended up doing nasty things to grab some attention is very tiring.

you understand?

maybe, my words, my actions, my thoughts are not at all important to anyone, and to you, may mean NOTHING at all.

NOTHING.

i cared for.

i thought of.

i felt for.

i felt sad for.

is just wasting my time, already.

my tears aren't worthless, i won't tear for anything in this world, but it just doesn't listen to me.

it rolled down like nobody's business.

no one ever cared.

no one.

if anyone ever cared, it would only be God.

so tired.

how i wish anyone could ever understand.

how i wish i could be dead now.

because no one cares (:

because to you, i mean nothing.

i meant nothing.

i will never mean anything.

never.

ever.

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

2008-02-07T22:43:00.001+08:00

MANY PICTURES TO UPLOAD TODAY!

MANY MANY (:

Okay.

Yesterday was NEW YEAR'S EVE.

The BEST New year eve i EVER had ( for as long as i could remember ).

Had lunch at grandma house, then went off to find <3.

He say i look like a YOUNG GIRL WITH MY FRINGE CLIPPED :(

HOW SAD.

hey, i wanna be YOUNG!

Okay then we headed to his aunt's house for REUNION DINNER.

His mum was there, his aunt, then his 2 cousins and the girlfriend of one of the cousins?

i was SO SHY U KNOW.

HAHA.

Had steamboat for dinner, *HEHE*, my FAVOURITE!

Not all the food were of my likings, no clams, no exotic food, a little boring, but still, NICE! (:

we sat together at the table, talked, laughed, lalalas.

I WAS SHY SHY SHY SHY SHY SHY SHY.

But i don't fear "people" as much as last time, i'm FINALLY getting better!

OH YES.

his cousin's gf is a ANG MOH!!!

WOW ^^

she is PRETTY ( in my opinion ), but her face isn't charming at all.

her figure is GOOD, GOOD COMPLEXION TOO, but she seems to be a little... ...

i don't know what's the correct word to use, and neither do i know how to phrase it, but i don't think she is a good girl?

how bad of me.

well, that's just what i feel, it may not be true!

OKAY, <3 mama & his aunt were FUN PEOPLE, MUCH MORE FUN THAN THE PEOPLE/ MY RELATIVES!

for once, i felt the kind of warmth again (:

*TOUCHING*

i couldn't feel that kind of warmth at home or at my grandma's house, i don't know why.

always at <3's house/with his relatives of what ever, that i could feel the warmth.

and now that i know it exist.

perhaps it has changed my thinking of being alone?

i don't know.

his aunt & mum were good, i even get ang bao on New Year's eve ( first time ever ).

SO HAPPY YESTERDAY.

then we headed to CHINATOWN to SQUEEZE with people after that.

haha.

and we bought a lot of stuffs.

he didn't want to buy alot, but i was SO TEMPTED by the CHEAP PRICE & THE FOOD.

so, in the end, we still bought a lot.

HAHA.

went home after that, and it was like 11.30 already.

*EXHAUSTED*

Today went to grandma's house, relatives came.

blah blah blah.

took ang baos.

la la la.

went home, SO TIRED!

here are the pictures. not in any order.

too lazy to arrange.

Last day of school, after steamboat dinner (:

fringe clipped. look like young girl?

VANILA!

please tilt your head =X

I SMILE when i see FOOD.

the food we bought (:

MR JASON?

MRS JASON?

MDM JASON?

UNCLES JASON (:

you see me ? ( at grandma house )

she's my "cousin"

i call this ART.

i am just BORED.

do you see MR KETTLE behind me?

you use this everyday

us, like so long ago.

at east coast (:

(=

2008-02-05T22:28:00.001+08:00

Hello blog,

it's been long long long long time since i blog.

been VERY VERY BUSY RECENTLY.

REAL BUSY

clean the house, and do up the website, planning everything.

and not forgetting my SIMS (:

SIMS IS SO FREAKING FUN!

lazy to upload pictures.

maybe tomorrow?

oh yes, tomorrow is CNY's EVE, and i don't have any mood for it.

i don't know why.

i have new clothes, new shoes, new what so ever, but no mood.

maybe i need a NEW MOOD too?

i miss school :(

when it's school days, i feel so lazy to get up, but now it's holidays, i just wish to go to school :(

'cos schools' fun.

how sad.

SAD. SAD. SAD.

will blog tomorrow with pictures, i promise =x

我怀念的是争吵以后还是想要爱你的冲动

2008-02-05T22:05:00.001+08:00

我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

谁记得
谁忘了

想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受

我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动

我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了

我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥

谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔

我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说

Unbreak my heart

2008-02-02T23:12:00.001+08:00

Un-break My Heart
» Toni Braxton

Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart

Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me

Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my

Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....

i just LOVE this song alot, just makes me feel more sad when i'm sad.

enjoy (:

tomorrows' last day of school

2008-01-31T22:09:00.001+08:00

tomorrows' last day of school.

didn't have mood to go, but well, i'll GO tomorrow.

so touched by the words said by a friend, VERY TOUCHED.

this person seems to know me INSIDE-OUT, and reminded me of my weakness, like again & again.

a friend, i'll never forget.

i love you, my friend.

it's WEDNESDAY.

2008-01-30T21:35:00.001+08:00

didn't go school today.

wanted to, but was PLAIN LAZY to get up in the morning.

will DEFINITELY go to school tomorrow, no more lazy bones.

yesterday, went to do passport, meet up at far east, find <3.

i was drenched when i reach <3's house 'cos it was RAINING HEAVILY at town, and the 3 of ur only have ONE unmbrella.

here's the THREE of us.

see, my face have LIGHT!

JEALOUS ANOT?

SAY "NO" TO KUTUS.

Where's the chipmunks?

WE'RE SO "WHITE" HUH.

Half of the "CHIPMUNK"

Side view for SALE: worth $0.10

wanna buy ?

*alamak*

uncle also want disturb.

so. after that, went to <3's house.

bathed & wore his clothes out!

haha.

a yellow top, with don't know what cartoon character, that fit me WELL, but little big?

that was the tee he wore when he was in Sec 2.

OH MY GOD.

haha.

OH YA!

i bought 2 "bras" at Sheer Romance, so PRETTY, but sorry huh, no pictures for you (:

then, we went to J8 to eat, then to CHINATOWN!

bought ALOT OF CANDIES, they're giving out FREE CANDIES!

haha.

we bought alot.

and shawls there only SGD 4!!!

wanted to buy, but i don't think i'm suitable, 'cos i sweat easily.

great day yesterday (:

i'll upload the pics took with <3 tomorrow or friday when i'm free.

today isn't a GOOD day, though.

woke up late. no mood to do any "work" at home.

laze around till evening then i started doing useful "work".

at least i get SOME things done, better than nothing.

so pissed at home when all the peoples' home.

it's RARE to have all the humans in the house together at the same time.

& i seriously DO NOT LIKE IT.

so plain SELFISH, thinking i am FOREVER FREE.

*URGH*

don't talk about them.

and i heard from <3 that it is NOW A TREND FOR SINGAPORE GUYS TO DATE / MARRY CHINA LADIES.

and even one of his friend got a china lady PREGNANT?

sorry, but i am NOT being RACIST, but just...

because i have a disliking to certain china people, CERTAIN, NOT ALL OKAY.

i shall say no more, if not i'm gonna be RACIST already.

NONSENSE

2008-01-28T22:16:00.001+08:00

nonsense GUYS who wants to be ENTERTAINED will NOT be welcome.

i entertain GIRLS ONLY.

STRICTLY GIRLS.

GET LOST IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND!

Last week of school.

2008-01-28T21:28:00.001+08:00

Last week of school

Today, the last time to see Surya, last Culture lesson.

how sad.

perhaps he is the best faci among the rest.

santosa is a great one too, but not very much of my liking.

and one which is worst, i shall not say.

we all know who he/she is.

seriously, i will MISS E36R.

time seems to have pass faster in this class, more laughter & noise from me.

and more nonsense too.

i was tidying my table yesterday.

it was FULL OF DUST, like a worthless museum!

dig GOLD out of it!

found pretty stuffs, like earrings, papers, important notes, and some un-used pretty notebooks!

saw this very useful notebook, with a pen, from this CPA thing, i don't know what's that.

so i'm gonna use it to record all my stuffs.

like what i've planned.

last week of school, time to plan out EVERYTHING OF EVERY SINGLE THING.

don't ask me what is it.

i will tell you only when i succeed / fail.

gonna REALLY make passport tomorrow.

then meeting kutu & alvin at far east to shop for UNDER GARMENTS?

after that gonna go to <3's house.

HE IS SICK.

i have to say Vista is really better than XP.

2008-01-28T20:31:00.001+08:00

PICTURES.

2008-01-25T20:21:00.001+08:00

My watch(es), nice huh ?

Transforming Mr Robby into Mr Handsome?

Transforming from Alien to Denise(human)?

We got our hair cut ( except Danson ).

And he claims that i look nicer with my hair tied?

Can you even see my eyes?

I bought this for <3

(: NICE right!

Oh, don't be jealous.

"Pop" out design? NICE (:

Mr Robby with the "don't know who" talking ( with aunty sleeping )

"Hello, i'm PEY CHERN, i have NO patience"

*HAHA*

"Do i look cute?"

He's a PERVERT, BEWARE.

The 3-of-us.

Most of us.

SMILING GHOST?

Kelly & i (:

Esther & Denise

Peychern.

Kelly's NO WATCH(es) hand!

Mr Danson & i.

3-of-us.

He is retard.

Okay, i just realise that i have MANY MANY pictures of DANSON, and other pictures, because i wasn't holding my phone most of the time.

He took my phone & took pictures of himself!!!

*OH GOSH*

*faint*

so please, i'm not so crazy to take so many pictures of him, he took them himself.

and he kind of "fall in love" with Pey Chern 'cos i've got many pictures of Pey Chern inside my phone.

Luckily i've got enough space inside my phone.

so, these are my "rubbish" (:

Lucky sleeping on MY bed :)

I bought this ring after school today, at CWP's pasar malum.

so pretty!

and the seller ( a dark color person ), told me it's from Kenya and it's Camel's bone?

pretty huh!

and i bought a pair of bracelet/anklet, one for me, one for him (:

i don't know if he likes it?

the time when i brought LUCKY out for a stroll.

***my pictures aren't in any order ***

okay, i'm making crab stick sushi tomorrow, and it's my FIRST attempt to make it.

will get up early in the morning tomorrow to make it, for the people living in my house ( including animals ) and for <3 too.

it isn't halal, too bad :(

ohh, i pray hard that i won't fail, because i'm NOOB at these kinda things.

i'm only good at steaks & spaghettis :(

going out tomorrow!

YEAHHH!!!!

oh, i miss him

in class now.

2008-01-25T15:13:00.001+08:00

i'm ROTTING in class, because i don't usually listen to presentations.

finally, it's Friday.

ONE more week left to holidays, and will be out of this class :(

i don't know whether i should be HAPPY or SAD, but no matter what, these can't be changed, because i'm in RP.

and i'm so JEALOUS of the people who got their "O" results yesterday :(

so many people scored so well!

*JEALOUS JEALOUS*

went out Yesterday to cut hair with my classmates, will upload the pictures when i'm home.

i don't have my memory card adaptor now :(

how sad.

i got my hair cut, and bought <3 a very CUTE tee, real cute, i LOVE it so much, but i wonder whether he will like it ?

will wash it later when i'm home, get him to wear it tomorrow!

*HAHA*

it's better to get it washed first. (:

and i haven't get my PASSPORT done, i am ILLEGAL?

NO.

my things always go missing, even my birth cert go missing too, but i got it replace already okay.

will do passport next week, and hopefully i can get it before CNY so i can go to M'sia with him ?

Otherwise i'll be left here, like so boring :(

i only have few relatives here, so boring.

no new faces to see.

but going with him to M'sia is kinda weird too.

VERY WEIRD.

no matter what, i need to get my passport done.

this freaking place is horribly boring!!!

i'll blog when i get home or maybe tomorrow?

skipped school!

2008-01-23T19:54:00.001+08:00

i skipped school today, yes, again.

last 2 weeks of school, i'll be skipping it when ever i can, i have some things to do, but i don't have time doing it because i kept on SHOPPING for CNY clothes & stuffs.

anyway, i went to Bugis with MeiJin today to get a pair of heels, and some accessories.

i was browsing through Enterprise's 6P and my hand got "itchy" that i came to see if anyone tag my blog.

and i'm SHOCKED to see that comment.

then i read back the post again, i think i've phrased all the sentences WRONGLY, or have used inappropriate words.

i don't think <3 is such person, and i trust him.

if he were to be one who shows off his gf, i don't think i have anything to even SHOW OFF.

because, i am.

1. ugly

2. fat

3. short

4. not rich

5. stupid

6. lazy

and many many more.

& my personality sucks too (:

perhaps the message to be "passed" is being misunderstood.

and anyway, i'm VERY PISSED OFF with those FLYER DISTRIBUTORS AT THE ENTRANCE OF BUGIS STREET.

I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED.

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE CAN I COMPLAIN?

*typical SINGAPOREAN*

this lady, or somewhere near my age, she looked MESSY, sweating, FORCED me to take the flyer.

her hands were SO CLOSE TO ME THAT IT COULD EVEN TOUCH MY CHEST, and yes I HATE PEOPLE WHOM I DO NOT KNOW TO EVEN TOUCH A SINGLE PART OF MY BODY.

no choice but to take.

so pissed off.

and then we walked forward, in the direction of the bus stop, leaving Bugis street, going to have lunch at Burger King.

another flyer distributor came, with the same flyer, also the same method of FORCING.

*faint*

we told her we have already taken but she did not walk away, as if wanting us to take AGAIN.

DO WE HAVE TO PASTE THE FLYER ON OUR FOREHEAD LIKE A VAMPIRE?!

oh i just don't understand how their "BOSS" train them to distribute flyers.

SO RUDE OF THEM!

haven't they have manners?

it really pissed me off.

AND WORST OF ALL.

when we come out from Burger King, this guy, in ITE uniform gave us the same flyer.

both of us took it, then told him we have taken already.

HE EVEN TOLD US TO RETURN HIM THE FLYER?!!!

AND SAID, WE SHOULD TELL HIM EARLIER THAT WE'VE ALREADY TAKEN.

WHAT THE HELL?

do we need to shout " i already taken the flyer" as we walk ?

shout like a RETARD?

OH PLEASE.

i am soon going to complain ,and i mean it.

and why do students even wear school uniform while "working"?

can't they bring another tee ?

i find it weird seeing students wearing school uniform & "working"

i'm soon gonna do something about it, when i am free.

rude people!

*URGH*

normal

2008-01-22T14:36:00.001+08:00

i am finally NORMAL (:

Everything's NOT RIGHT.

2008-01-21T21:15:00.001+08:00

~~Lazy lazy lazy.~~

~~lazy to blog.~~

~~okay, last week i skipped Enterprise & Problem Solving, most probably i won't skip them this week, but will skip BOTH next week (:~~

~~My period came only after like 1 week+ after consuming that bottle of pills ( ate less than half and threw the rest away ).~~

~~and it's killing me.~~

~~the cramp was more serious than usual, i couldn't even sleep well without having to take Panadol :(~~

~~moodswing came, and it seems to have bothered the people around me :(~~

~~b'cos <3 said something which reminded me of the past, and he kept repeating it, it really pissed me off.~~

~~he don't know about it, so i can't blame him.~~

~~and i SERIOUSLY NEED TO CONTROL MY MOODSWINGS!!!~~

~~i sometimes wonder, do guys like their girlfriends to wear revealing clothes?~~

~~sleeveless, low-cut, mini, tight, sexy, seducing?~~

~~perhaps that's true.~~

~~no wonder that "chick" whom i know( she's in my school anyway ), can last so long long long with her guy and they're like so loving ( from what i see & what i think ).~~

~~i'm so tired.~~

~~it reminded me of this guy, whom i was with few years back, come to think of it now, i feel so stupid & blind to have been with him.~~

~~i remember the reason he dumped me was, i didn't dare to wear revealing clothes & i aren't pretty enough (:~~

~~it hurt me so deeply, and come to think of it now, i still feel very sad.~~

~~so well, guys want their ladies to look like prostitutes?~~

~~if that's true, i'ld want to be single, forever.~~

~~won't a good woman only reveal to his guy?~~

~~so a good woman should reveal to everyone/anyone out there on the streets?~~

~~i'ld be a bad woman then.~~

~~and i hate those fleshy woman to wear super revealing clothes, it's just an eyesore.~~

~~i know what they wear is not my business, but because i am not blind, i have eyes to see, so i hate this kinda woman, like a pile of FATS BOUNCING HERE AND THERE.~~

~~maybe it's DPDP ( different people different perspective ) or what so ever.~~

~~i'm so tired.~~

~~i'm feeling so sick, cramps + migraine, killing me.~~

~~panadol don't seem to be of any use now.~~

~~what is wrong with me :(~~

~~anyway, watched these 2 movies recently.~~

~~Body 19 & Cloverfield.~~

~~Not gonna watch any scary movies with anyone anymore, make me feel so sick.~~

~~SO SCARY, MY HEART IS JUMPING OUT ALREADY!!!~~

~~and V day is coming...~~

I AM BORED.

2008-01-17T20:38:00.001+08:00

i am so bored now, so i am blogging again.

i don't know what to do.

wanted to do vb, but some files i couldn't open & the VB on my laptop is mad, and will expire in 27 days' time.

as if i care! By that time it would already be holidays, and NO MORE VB!

i just hope for HOLIDAYS, and hopefully i will spend my entire/most of my holidays at my ah ma's house.

i freaking so much want to LEAVE MY HOUSE u know?

going home is so boring.

but is home is empty, then it is so much better.

sometimes it's good to have human around at home, but sometimes, when they is TOO MANY or even 1 horrible one, it can DRIVE ME CRAZY.

i need to CALM DOWN, so i'm always with my laptop and earphones.

hear no evil, see no evil.

i've planned.

CNY will be straight after holidays, i just hope to be out & away from home.

then after CNY, so holly many weeks of holidays, i shall most probably spend my time at my ah ma's house ( but i don't like that kid in the house, she keeps following me, and if if i bring her to shopping, she will want me to buy toys for her, but i aren't rich! ).

anyway, that kiddy is NOT related to me at all, understand?

she is my aunt's child, but not at all related to me.

i don't hate her, but maybe because she just "COME OUT" too sudden that i felt uncomfortable?

if she is RELATED to me, i would definitely LOVE HER ALOT because i love "NEW" humans in a family/house.

shall spend the rest of my holiday at my ah ma house, then do what i've planned some time ago, and get it started.

i need to do something out of it, i don't want to be "hanging around" like a stray animal.

i just HATE TO STAY AT HOME.

sometimes, i just envy <3's parents.

his parents are SO GOOD to him, really VERY VERY GOOD.

his mother seems nice & LOVE HIM ALOT , but his dad seems scary to me because he is very tall =X

how i wish i had such GREAT parents?

nah. *daydreaming*

maybe, from this, i'll learn WHAT a child really wants? & hopefully i be a GREAT MOTHER?

people always see things from there view & never try to understand others.

they always think what ever they say IS RIGHT & never bother to listen to others.

they always look down on others thinking they are incapable of doing ANYTHING GREAT.

they always expect a lot from you.

because what they CARE is only about THEMSELVES & EXPECT HELL LOT OF CARE IN RETURN?

can someone understand?

i'm SO FREAKING ANNOYED & HAVE HAD ENOUGH ALREADY.

how i wish i can have a freaking STEADY INCOME & CAN STAY SOMEWHERE ELSE, HOPEFULLY THE FURTHER THE BETTER!

I HATE

i just WANT TO LEAVE here ONCE I CAN SET MYSELF FREE, just a few years i suppose.

i have ALWAYS wanted to leave this holly shit place. i just had enough already.

i never love this place.

so familiar yet so many painful memories.

all i need is a NEW beginning, new people, new life, new habits.

i WANT TO forget everything, EVERYTHING, the good & bad.

set me free, please.

Let's GO SHOPPING.

2008-01-17T18:40:00.001+08:00

Have been SHOPPING online & outside recently.

The grey AIDMA dress i bought did not suit me, the chest area there was TOO TIGHT, no choice but to sell it away.

Bought a tube dress & a top from Bugis.

it fit me well.

And i'm waiting for these pretty to reach me before CNY.

nice right?

i bought this in BLUE.

then, another one.

bought this in PINK, but if there is NO PINK, THEN WHITE.

then, last one.

i wonder whether am i TOO SHORT to wear this skirt.

but with heels, i'm taller so it SHOULD be okay ?

*cross fingers*

i just hope NOTHING GOES WRONG & all to reach me by CNY because i'll be MASS CLEARING MY CLOSET.

IT IS SERIOUSLY BURSTING!

won't be doing anymore SHOPPING in the next few weeks.

the most, just get a pair of heels & some accessories, and that's it.

no more time & money to buy anymore.

weekends will be time to spend with <3, and if i DRAG him to go shopping with me he'll be SAD, haha.

he don't like shopping :(

so i SHALL CUT DOWN ON SHOPPING!!!

Rp's SYSTEM.

2008-01-15T22:28:00.001+08:00

i really feel that RP's SYSTEM IS A BAD ONE.

WHY IS IT BAD?

Rp system doesn't suit EVERYONE.

it would suit those who are MORE ACTIVE, MORE NOT-SHY, and those who's brains can MOVE FASTER.

those who are "quietly studying" kind, may NOT really benefit from the system.

so what if their UT grades is HOLLY GOOD but their daily grade is like COW DUNG?

they won't be the top, they can't be the best & neither can they benefit the MOST.

those active ones, lucky for them, because their "activity" will cause them to really understand everything & thus excel.

this isn't UNFAIRNESS but "COMPATIBLENESS".

Rp's grading system SUCKS.

it sucks because

- the facilitator MAY BE BIASED.

so what if they check on the biasness of the facilitator?

they may be able to find "certain" cases of biasness, but can they find ALL?

i doubt so.

isn't this UNFAIRNESS?

- the facilitator may be "CHEATED"

some students, like a few people in MY CLASS, just ACT AS IF THEY ARE SO EXCITED IN THE DAY'S PROBLEM & ONLY CONTRIBUTE WHEN THE FACILITATOR IS IN CLASS & DURING DISCUSSIONS BUT WHEN THE FACILITATOR IS GONE, THE STUDENT(S) IS PLAYING GAMES ORWATCHING MOVIES?

( i am NOT pointing fingers at anyone )

seriously I HAVE TOLERATED ENOUGH OF THIS KINDA "UNFAIRNESS".

perhaps the facilitators just feel that the "ACTIVE" ones have DONE UP THE BEAUTIFUL & RESOURCEFUL PPT?

& do ALL facilitators look through student's evaluation?

so what if they LOOK THROUGH IT EVERY SINGLE LESSON?

as if THEY BELIEVE?

won't they believe MORE ON WHAT THEY SEE RATHER THAN OTHER'S OPINIONS?

just a piece of shit.

Rp's grouping system

working in groups ISN'T BAD, and this is PBL, NO WAY TO CHANGE IT.

but some people whom have FREAKING ATTITUDE PROBLEM, BUT IS SO FREAKING ACTIVE TOO, won't they HAVE BEAUTIFUL GRADES TOO?

often, it's THIS KINDA PEOPLE who "pulls" down a group.

they are loud.

they are active.

they contribute ideas, as if only they can PRODUCE great ideas.

facilitators LOVE THEM because these "people" helps to get the class "running smoothly" by contributing.

and it's these people who HAVE ATTITUDE PROBLEMS, CONTRIBUTE HALF HEARTEDLY TO THE GROUP'S PRESENTATION.

PBL DO NOT NECESSARILY HELP STUDENTS TO GAIN MORE KNOWLEDGE & REMEMBER THEM BETTER.

perhaps SOME lecturers in other POLYS find that RP HAS A VERY GOOD SYSTEM BUT IT'S THE REPUTATION THAT IS LACKING.

THIS IS NOT TRUE AT ALL, PLEASE.

In RP, it's all ABOUT TEAM WORK, you do one part, and another will do another part.

some lazy ones have NO PART, but get great grades.

one person only have 1 part, but some just have NO PART, probably because there isn't anymore "part" to work on already, so this person is FREE.

FREE, meaning, lesser knowledge learned.

and how many students in RP would bother to look through their presentations after school, go through them, and see what they have really learnt?

sometimes, just have to read through the slides, and add some COMMON SENSE explanation, and that's it.

WHAT IS REALLY BEING LEARNT?

MAKE PEOPLE LEARN, AND NOT WAIT FOR THEM TO BE LEARNT.

Shouldn't SINGAPORE DEVELOP MORE TALENTS?

talents are NEVER ENOUGH I SUSPPOSE.

Dropout/Withdraw Rates is HIGHEST in RP? When students leave RP, they could HARDLY BE ACCEPTED IN ANY OTHER POLYS ANYMORE.

they could be some people who are RETARDED who DO NOT FEEL LIKE STUDYING ANYMORE(they DESERVE IT), or just some WHO CAN NO LONGER STAY WITH RP'S SYSTEM.

If RP'S SYSTEM IS THE "ROOT CAUSE" then what is wrong?

the school?

or the student's adaptability?

it is true that students NEED TO adapt to the "outside", but RP's system would be a challenge to "O" level students.

Perhaps MOE can have a TRIAL class in RP for "O" level students to see if they like it ?

i DO NOT HATE RP, but the system just have MANY "LOOP HOLES".

1 PBL school in SINGAPORE IS ENOUGH ALREADY, i don't think we ever need a 2nd one.

Maybe you'ld say PBL's system can help a student gain MORE CONFIDENCE, and be BETTER when moving to workforce, but how about graduates from other POLYS?

Have they REALLY SUFFERED ALOT WHEN WORKING?

OR HAVE THEY BEEN SACKED, FIRED OR HAVE BECAME A BEGGAR?

they too, are surviving STRONGLY IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD NOW.

Maybe you would say it can help the students GAIN MORE CONFIDENCE & GET RID OF THEIR "SHY NESS" OR "SCARED NESS"?

But i feel that this is PART OF LIFE.

you get older, you become more mature, you go to the outside world, be more competitive, and you will soon grow.

the reality MAKE YOU GROW.

it's like doing experiments, one of them tell you what to do & you do a "thought experiment" but another equip you with what is needed, give you experiences.

which would be better?

the 2nd one right?

this is ALL MY OPINIONS & COMMENTS.

MY EARS ARE OPEN.

LUNA SEA- I FOR YOU.

2008-01-15T21:11:00.001+08:00

Very nice song. I LOVE IT VERY VERY MUCH.

LISTEN TO IT & FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM (:

Money is FOREVER NOT ENOUGH.

2008-01-14T19:53:00.001+08:00

i'm PISSED OFF IN CLASS TODAY, in fact, THE ENTIRE DAY.

i know i don't looked PISSED because i am CONTROLLING.

oh please don't talk about it, i just HOPE to skip the next 2 Culture Modules, but i need to calculate my GPA first.

If my GPA is OKAY, then i will SKIP SKIP SKIP.

there's nothing wrong with the faci but something wrong...

NO WAR, i aren't saying it here (:

And look at this!

LG KU990 Viewty

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Design: 8.3
Features: 8.2
Performance: 8.2

General
Network
HSDPA / GSM 900 / GSM 1800 / GSM 1900

Announced
2007, August

Status
Available. Released 2007, October

Size
Dimensions
103.5 x 54.4 x 14.8 mm

Weight
112 g

Display
Type
TFT touchscreen, 256K colors

Size
240 x 400 pixels, 3 inches

- Flash UI
- Downloadable wallpapers

Ringtones
Type
Polyphonic (40 channels), MP3

Customization
Composer, Download

Vibration
Yes

Memory
Phonebook
500 entries, Photocall

Call records
40 dialed, 40 received, 40 missed calls

Card slot
microSD (TransFlash), buy memory

- 100 MB shared memory

Data
GPRS
Class 10 (4+1/3+2 slots), 32 - 48 kbps

HSCSD
No

EDGE
Yes

3G
HSDPA, 3.6 Mbps

WLAN
No

Bluetooth
Yes, v1.2 with A2DP

Infrared port
No

USB
Yes, v2.0

Features
Messaging
SMS, EMS, MMS, Email

Browser
WAP 2.0/xHTML

Games
Yes, order now

Colors
Black

Camera
5 MP, 2592х1944 pixels, autofocus, video(VGA 30fps, QVGA up to 120fps), strobe flash; secondary VGA videocall camera

- Java MIDP 2.0
- MP3/MPEG4/WMV/AAC/DivX player
- FM radio with RDS
- Organiser
- Voice memo
- Built-in handsfree

Battery
Standard battery, Li-Ion 1000 mAh

Stand-by
Up to 430 h

Talk time
Up to 4 h

Sadly, talktime ONLY 4 hours!

*URGH*

i don't know why i LOVE this phone SO MUCH, just some kinda LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT?

i never used any touch phone before, i wonder how is it.

and sad to say, daddy DO NOT AGREE on me buying this phone!!!

OH MY GOD!

he say that touchscreen phones will NOT LAST because the sensitivity of it will soon decrease & SPOIL.

WHY!!!

i never use any phone for more than 1 year, so if it spoils, just SAVE MONEY/ EARN MORE MONEY & GET A NEW ONE?

i don't need the coolest phone in town, i just WANT ONE THAT I LIKE!!!

please please please please allow me to buy that phone :(

but if i PESTER daddy to buy, he WILL BUY (:

and i need to calculate my $$$

buy phone: need to top up $200 the MOST.

buy clothes: already spend $26, and MORE TO COME, approx $50 more?

buy shoe: $30?

accessories: $20?

Food: $80?

Hair cut: $30

and many more to come, but now, all added up is $410!!!!

I AM BROKE ALREADY!!!!

MY BANK BALANCE IS DROPPING!!!!

Can someone DONATE SOME MONEY TO ME?

OH MY GOD.

need to grab some deals now.

have no choice but to go back to the "fast money" way ; Property.

your heart.

2008-01-13T22:16:00.001+08:00

don't talk to me.

don't show me who you are.

don't tell me what good things you've done.

just show me your heart.

if it's one with black substances, please clean it.

otherwise, please DO NOT come near me.

cleanse your heart.

i'll cleanse mine too.

good night, my heart.

(:

2008-01-13T22:10:00.001+08:00

i haven't been blogging for some time.

WHY?

because i'm BUSY + LAZY.

many things i want to blog about, mostly HAPPY things.

Recently, life's GREAT, class was FUN, everything is GREAT.

so many things that i don't even know what to blog about.

i've MANY PICTURES but just TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD THEM.

LAZY LAZY LAZY.

i need a CURE for my LAZINESS, please.

most probably, i'll be changing my phone to LG Viewty, so i NEED to sell off this Samsung first.

I wonder whether will my Dad agree on buying LG, because it isn't a Famous brand ( he is a BIG BIG Nokia Fan, i don't know why ).

I checked the specs of the phone, not very good though, the battery life compared to the Samsung i'm using now is rather a big difference.

talk time is much lesser, but standby time a little more.

i LOVE the camera (:

and if that phone comes with a BINOCULOUS i can be a PEEPING-TOM!

HAHA.

NONSENSE LAH.

Anyway, i watched this DAMN SHOW yesterday at Bugis

A VERY VERY LAME SHOW, the storyline was like "HUH?", for me, it's SCARY, and the rating is only PG & I AM SCARED?!!!

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!

*TIMID*

Then we had early dinner at a STEAK HOUSE.

SO NICE!!!

I had Ribeye Steak, Ladies cut, medium cooked :)

i don't like it raw, not nice.

medium cooked, still RED, just right for me.

& i wonder who eat RARE steak, won't it be ALL RED & even with BLOOD ON IT?

OH MY GOD.

I can't imagine.

i'm IN LOVE with Steaks ever since Christmas!

'cos i tried to cook it at home & it turn out to be GOOD (:

i LOVE STEAKS & soon my teeth will turn SHARP ( like my dog ? ) and will become FAT FAT FAT.

and i bought this online...

i wonder if i'm TOO SHORT for this peice of pretty ( hopefully not ).

wanted to buy another dress, in blue, but it's DEEP V cut, and it maybe a little TOO EXPOSED.

it's for CNY, NOT PROSTITUTE DAY, so i think this dress would suit WELL.

this peice of pretty will most probably reach me in my letterbox this Wednesday or latest by Thursday?

if it doesn't fit me, then i'll sell it away, haha.

*waste time*

i don't have any sisters to share clothes with me :(

how sad.

anyway, this CNY will be a WEIRD WEIRD ONE!

will most probably SNEAK to M'sia with <3 to his ah ma's house and stay a night.

and hopefully i can buy some NICE NICE THINGS BACK :D

Not confirmed though.

And if i go there, shouldn't i buy anything ?

empty handed to people's house isn't a good idea.

BUT WHAT TO BUY?

FOOD?

thinking that everyone is AS GREEY AS ME?!

anyway, time to sleep.

tomorrow have UT, gonna FAIL already.

AND I NEED TO GO OUT TO BUY CLOTHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st day of school.

2008-01-07T21:05:00.001+08:00

Today, 1st Day school re-open.

19 more schooling days to holidays and will be in a NEW CLASS SOON, & i wonder is this Good or bad.

And i have a SECRET TO REVEAL.

I have realise i've somehow chose the "WRONG" course.

i don't know, i'm confused & i don't want to think about it.

1st Day of school wasn't very bad, just VERY tired.

And THANKS DANSON & HOCKHEE for the CD! (:

I'll definitely KEEP IS SAFE & SOUND. (:

it's 2 O O 8 already.

it's already the 7th Day of 2008, and now then i'm thinking of NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS?

Oh, i'm just too busy recently, doing some stuffs & planning things.

I need to...

1. Get bike licence ( maybe not, i don't know )

2. get both web sites running smoothly.

3. get a new watch (:

4. tidy up my thoughts & think what i SHOULD do.

5. "get back" all my LONG-LOST friends.

6. get a new handphone ( my samsung is failing me recently ).

7. go on a trip alone (anywhere fun, but alone ).

8. get "it" to run smoothly & hopefully i can expand "it".

9. visit my secondary school teachers ( i miss them )

10. new clothes ( more dresses please, i'm getting more "MAN" each day ).

11. cook a PERFECT Beef Steak (:

12. Learn Italian ( if the time matches & if i've got spare time ).

13. Clear all my stocks at home ( clothings left over from previous biz ).

14. to find, where i really belong.

17 years old my life, i realise, i need to be constantly occupied with tasks, stuff to do, many many.

i cannot be left idling.

cannot!!!

previously, like when i was in sec 3 ?

few years back, did a Online store, selling clothes, from a .blogspot.com to one with domain name.

i lost interest in it, and also the market wasn't as packed.

i profited, and i'm glad.

now, left with some stocks at home, really have no time to really clear it, and my mum just can't stop nagging.

blog was Tings-Creations.blogspot.com ( blog was edited entirely, so the previous layout all gone )

Domain was EmpressClothes.com

the domain name was like so long ago that i don't even know when it will expire!

run it with .eCrater, because i "clashed" those files inside ( i am dumb, everyone knows that ).

so, that was the first little thing i did.

and this little thing ended few months after "O" levels, went out to work, no time.

the 2nd little thing i did, was with my dad actually.

he brought me into the "Property" world.

we always quarrelled because we do things differently, and we could not "suit" each other's style.

so, when we're on COLD WAR, i'm alone to meet people, and perhaps that's just valuable experience.

i don't mind when people look at me from HEAD TO TOE, what they want is the house, not how i look like.

i get my money, they get their house.

i gained some money from it, more money than working part time, really a good market to go in, even though there are many agent around.

this 2nd little thing wasn't fun in the end, so boring meeting people, talking, travelling around here and there, like having tour around Singapore.

after few months, i quit because i'm bored of it, i wan something new.

the 3rd little thing i'm doing (currently ), is a forum.

as i do up this, i learn how to use SMF & phpBB.

i have ONE and only reason for starting this forum, but i will NEVER reveal.

never belittle the "power" of a forum (:

forum don't really need my "care" and attention, not very time consuming, but when the community increases, then it would be a different story.

that would be in the future, so not a problem for me now.

the 4th little thing i'm focusing VERY HARD on, is something i'm doing ALL ALONE.

even though some people have said this isn't a good thing, a difficult thing to do, not easy, blah blah blah.

i do not believe.

even Singapore's population is small, area is small, fuel is rising, but that does not matter.

quantity of human isn't large, it doesn't mean that the market for it is small, and it doesn't mean that the demand for it will lower.

so even if there is alot of competitors, it isn't a VERY BIG problem.

competitors make you stronger.

no one started out with ZERO competitors, isn't it?

i will not believe until i EXPERIENCE IT myself.

i'm turning 18 this year and it's time for me to walk out of the door of my house to explore the outside.

don't keep me protected.

only being hurt then i will learn, then i will understand, what is the outside world all about.

i do not know where i belong.

even for this chinese new year's reunion dinner, i don't even know where i should be, because i don't know where i belong.

i never had any reunion dinner with my parents before.

so even if i walk along on the streets on new year's day, does it even matter?

this is such a long post, i wonder who will really read it.

and yes, isn't this phone nice?

it's LG VIEWTY!

5 mege pix, with a stylus ( is it weird? )

either i get this, or i get another LG phone ( the gold one ) or i'll consider MOTOROLA phones.

And yes, if anyone if looking for reliable & good webhosting, i would NOT suggest: http://www.on.sg/

i host my forum with them, and i tell you, they SUCK BIG TIME.

host with them at your own risk.

i won't host with them when my plan expire, they're like so ...

they DO NOT REPLY MY EMAILS WHEN I ASKED THEM TO HELP ME ON SOMETHING!

i seriously hate this kind of companies!

Their price is relatively cheaper than the rest, but their service is POOR LIKE HELL!

I recommend: http://www.vodien.com/

price may be a bit steep, but at least, they are BETTER.

i told them i run out of disk space & they quickly just upgraded it temporarily when i haven't even paid them.

good huh!

but in the end i didn't upgrade, will only do so at the end of Jan when holidays are near. no time to do anything during schooling days.

FRIDAY

2007-12-28T23:45:00.001+08:00

A "stressful" day today.

Woke up quite late.

The first thing i did ( beside brushing my teeth & washing up ) was to on my com & opened & start editing...

Because i crashed the forum, i deleted those things that were necessary ( like a dumb ), and it showed a FATAL ERROR & everything just went VERY wrong.

My mood wasn't Very good, 'cos those 2 freaks in my house are really ANNOYING, pestering me to DO THIS & THAT, when i have MY OWN things to do, i can't afford to ALWAYS PLEASE THEM.

Now that i've LOST ALL MY FILES/DOC, Uninstalled SMF, which was the previous software i used.

As recommended by the person, to use SMF because it was MORE USER FRIENDLY ( for a noob like me, this is VERY GOOD already ).

Now i've changed to use phpBB ( i'm using 2 currently, because i don't know how to install to 3, and it wasn't recommended & the people in the "Support" for the phpBB didn't want to help me with it because i'm installing it via Fantastico, they said it will often change the files & give errors.

SAD.

But nevermind.

REALLY STRUGGLED with this phpBB, i'm just so STUPID, another IT dumb.

AT LEAST, i manage to get the style fixed, widen the entire style, 'cos it don't look like a full page one at first, it was at the centre ( not nice ).

Get the boards with it's names.

Wanted to add some MOD to it, BUT, IT'S VERY VERY TROUBLESOME!!!

For a dumb like me, it can take 10 years to edit a tiny little thing!

And a MOD has MANY TINY LITTLE THINGS.

i know i am dumb.

AND luckily i didn't choose IT courses, if i'm in a IT course, i won't be able to graduate!

HAHA.

i shall NOT reveal the Forum address first, wait till EVERYTHING is FIXED & SETTLED, then... .. (:

Finally finished watching COFFEE PRINCE, Korean Drama, NOT A VERY NICE SHOW, wasn't a interesting one ( for me ).

Worth watching to kill time, but not one with special meanings or what ever.

GOING OUT WITH <3 TOMORROW!

*HAPPY*

Sadly, Singapore is BORING, VERY BORING PLACE, no where to "play" or go to.

i can't go m'sia, don't think mum will allow.

Gonna continue with the forum already, no time to edit tomorrow.

*NIGHTS NIGHTS*

& no more shopping for me!

*SAVE MONEY*

im back

2007-12-26T23:02:00.001+08:00

I AM BACK (:

Spend Christmas at home cooking nice nice food (:

A gift for everyone ( all food ).

Dog had a new sausage bone ( he finished it in less than an hour ), Dad had turkey bacon for breakfast because he needed to go out, then Mum had my breakfast ( which became lunch because i woke up VERY LATE ), and she had beef steak + vege for dinner.

LOVELY CHRISTMAS.

my dog had the same food as us for dinner too (:

it was NICE.

Watched show till very late, couldn't wake up in the morning.

So, today went out with <3, because he couldn't go out with me on X'mas day!

Had a pleasant day with him, gave him the CATERPILLAR brand watch, not really a present, but to make this watch be put to GOOD use.

Given by my Dad's friend end last year ( for no reason he got a present ).

Bought in Dubai ( INDIA? ), 2 years warranty, VERY HEAVY & HUGE, but not those "AH LONG" kind.

No one wore it, my Dad didn't want it because it was TOO EXPENSIVE, and he already got a watch.

( blur pictures, i know, my phone is lousy )

Ate at GEYLANG, then watched WARLORDS.

I just HATE going to *DAMN* Geylang!!!

SEE THOSE CHICKS WALKING AROUND HERE & THERE EVEN IN BROAD DAYLIGHT!!!

*URGH*

i know i DISCRIMMINATE them, but i am so sorry, because i believe that there are other BETTER jobs to do, and MORE INTERESTING things to do.

if i were to ride/drive one day, and i see them JAY WALKING on the road, i won't be nice.

JUST HORN LOUDLYYYYYYY!!!

pollute my mind, dirty my eyes, steals people's husband, good for nothing, stay far away from me.

AND YES, BUGIS CINEMA SUCKS.

The OLD COUPLE beside us were TALKING during the show, IRRITATING lah!

Then the show JUST STOP & BLOCKOUT!

What kinda cinema is this?

*complain complain complain*

*typical Singaporean*

VERY BAD.

Waited for like 10 minutes then the show went back to normal, FREAKING wasting my PRECIOUS time.

Then the toilet queue was SO LONG, perhaps it's because SINGAPORE IS SMALL, so LAND IS EXPENSIVE, toilet don't earn much money, only waste money, so the fewer cubicles the better?

WHAT EVER.

Had dinner then went home.

IRRITATED.

those 2 people in the house expect me to do this and that, hell lot of expectations!

fridge spoilt, got a new one delivered to the house and this person just refuse to let the person deliver it INTO the house because there's stuffs inside the fridge and said to wait till ME & HIM to come back then "settle" it.

ASS HOLE.

kept calling my phone, like some nonsense barbarians.

so i got home, clear the things from the fridge, the kind uncle ( delivery man ) helped me clear them (:

the under the fridge was rather dusty, he even helped me SWEEP it.

GOOD DELIVERY AH PEK (:

so everything was SETTLED.

i wonder what the hell are these 2 people for.

they just see me arrange those things, clean them, they just freaking don't bother to come to help, just argue with each other, and do their own things.

*URGH*

then SHE even said that she don't care about ANYTHING in the house, and say it ISN'T HER BUSINESS.

*ASSHOLE*

as if it's my business?

FOR GOODNESS SAKE, if it's not because nobody wanna settle this "fridge" thing, and if it isn't something "new" ( because i'm VERY curious ), i won't be bothered about it okay.

SO DAMN ANNOYED.

these 2 fellas, so IRRITATING, JUST RELY EVERYTHING ON ME?!!

NO WAY LAH.

i have my own life i got my OWN things to do.

and expect me to cook dinner every night ( and because i'm bored, wanting to try something fun ) ?!

NO WAY LAH.

no dinner at home then keep on calling me and ASK ASK ASK?!

*URGH*

i just HATE it when i do things, and soon it just became an "EXPECTATION".

somehow, the both of them, their relationship have turned VERY SOUR already.

Well, it really doesn't matter to me, i don't care.

kept asking me to do hell lot of housework, saying that i NEED to do them, NEED to learn all these so next time i CAN HAVE GOOD time with "Mother-In-Law".

MAD OR WHAT?

When did i ever say i want to get married huh?!!

And it's SUCH A WRONG thinking that female stay at home & look after the house while the husband work!

WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!

IRRITATING

IRRITATED.

MAD-ED!!!

Merry Christmas!

2007-12-24T17:00:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas! (:

Will be busy & away, cooking some NICE STUFFS :)

won't be online, call me if you wanna look for me.

be back on 27th

OH MY GOD.

2007-12-22T22:16:00.001+08:00

I have only a pic & a link to share today.

and the link.

CLICK HERE!

that is all i can say!

busy looking & doing & planning something.

and my BLACK SKINNIES ARRIVE IN MY LETTERBOX!

IT FIT ME WELL!

*YEAH*

CLICK ME!

2007-12-21T15:01:00.001+08:00

CLICK ME!!!

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2007-12-21T13:25:00.001+08:00

My blogging "feel" has come back!

So now i'll blog MORE often (:

And some pics...

I know i look like "MAD WOMAN".

Okay, anyway.

After these few days of BORING DAYS, FINALLY i got a "Goal" already.

Not really a "Goal" but at least something i know i want to do.

Hopefully this "something" can make me SLIMMER :D

will blog later when i've time.

gotta do somethings now (:

Tings Property

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GAY!

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HELLO BLOG

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS!

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HOLIDAYS!

blog

pictures picturessss!!!

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:)

Sichuan Earthquake

How can I help?

How can I donate money?

blog.

Death toll in China earthquake climbs above 12,000 in Sichuan province

busy. tired.

before i sleep.

exhausting monday :(

FLOCK!

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Wednesday (:

wednesday (:

science EVERYDAY.

oh, whats wrong?

blog blog bloggggggg!!!

sick o sick!

blog blog hello

blog time.

blog blog

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女人我最大

a joke?

finally done!

HELLO!

assss hole!

and...

i'm FINE :)

i'm always alone

i'm tired.

tomorrow gonna be a busy busy day

SEEING RED.

CRAZY PEOPLE EVERYWHERE.

JOKE OF THE DAY

hello hello i'm back

10 Worst Gift Ideas for Him

tomorrows' V DAY.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams

(:

HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR (:

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tomorrows' last day of school

it's WEDNESDAY.

NONSENSE

Last week of school.

PICTURES.

in class now.

skipped school!

normal

Everything's NOT RIGHT.

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