Everything just DON'T seem to be right now.
But well, perhaps i should, or in fact, already used to it.
I don't wish to say it anymore, but soon... ...
Well, i've let down the people who have only known me for " a while ", 'cos they trusted me but i wasn't able to provide them with what i should.
So, well, i am sorry.
So, i am just waiting for Sunday to come, will fetch the German lady to the house & i get my commission.
Without him, i am still clear of WHAT i want, how i should do and not doing things AIMLESSLY.
Perhaps, it was great that it happened, it just showed me CLEARLY, the truth.
I don't like people to snatch, or even "touch" my things, that is how selfish i am, and neither do i like people to COMMENT about my things.
I have my way, different from anyone, or everyone.
All i want now is just a school to study, money to eat, house to stay without that *F.
God was kind enough to give me, HIM, friends, and perhaps, great people. But God took away something called " house " & "family".
Well, God is fair, he gave me something, he will also take another away from me.
Or maybe to add, God also gave me a career.
Maybe "Marriage" is wrong, is the cause of a sin, or a cause of happiness.
I don't know.
But to me, perhaps, "Marriage" seem to have become the cause of a sin.
Well, though i aren't married, i cannot comment much, but that's what i think, now.
If 2 people cannot be happy, why bring more people to earth and cause them to be UNHAPPY together.
Perhaps unhappiness wasn't planned, and we should accept the fact that people change?
I don't know.
Perhaps, never in my life, will the word come to my head.
I just want to be "ALONE", i want PEACE.Perhaps, i'm just tired of everything that is happening.
If there is a path called "EXIT", i will walk towards it.
I am tired ; mentally.
withLOVE; 
9:47 PM
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