it's Wednesday, and there's NO SCHOOL (:
Still, i went to school today, with MeiJin.
We went to the school library.
I've had the MOST HORRIBLE CHICKEN RICE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE TODAY!
It was the new stall in school, and now i feel like VOMITING after i ate it!
OH GOSH.
the chicken smell is still in my mouth, and it's like ... EEEKKKS!!!
i'm not gonna buy from that stall anymore!
it wasn't very cheap also!
OH GOSH OH GOSH.
some outdated pictures..
the heart shape one, 1 is for <3, another is mine.
the rectangle one is mine, another one is with MeiJin, we bought it together (:
so i've got 2 with me, love & friend, hanging on my BROWN handphone pouch.
I love BROWN.
the flavoured straw i bought in school's 7-11.
not nice at all, and it cost a BOMB.
My "covered" shoe for lab lessons.
the Pastamania Chip!
S$15 above & they'll give you a chip to turn the machine & get something!
i got a Pastamania notebook.
It was Yesterday's dinner @ CWP Pastamania, and guess what?
I spilled the soup on the table =/
*CLUMSY*CLUMSY*
one of the crew was a long-lost friend of mine, my primary school good friend.
i felt kind of sad when i saw her working, & it was bad if i were to ask her to wipe up the spilled soup.
so another guy came to clean the table.
we were very good friends when i was in primary school.
she used to live very near me, and my parents have to work, so i was sent to their house to sleep overnight, then her parents would bring me & her to school.
so, we slept together, with her younger brothers & sisters.
we were very close, but maybe we didn't go to the same class, & didn't stay overnight at her place when my mum was home ( couldn't remember why, but maybe because my mum didn't work already, or what ever ).
she moved to another side of woodlands.
her family is very very big, extremely big, compared to mine.
at that time, she had 1 sister & 1 brother, but few years later, she've got a few MORE younger siblings, so it's like there's more than 4 kids in the house!
i don't know why, her parents wanted so many children.
if they're super rich, many children won't be a problem, but well.
she the eldest, she've to work, she must work.
& how fortunate of me that i can stay at home & "shake legs", well.
god bless you, my friend (:
i have a SUDDEN urgh to go to KBox, i don't know why!
and who to go kbox with me?
definitely i'ld need to find someone who listens to the "similiar" songs as me, right?
i couldn't think of anyone.
watched Corrine May's piano performance on YOUTUBE, and her voice, is SO NICE, OH MY GOD.
her voice is great!
even if the song itself isn't nice, but with her voice, it'll be a great song (:
i like "thick" voice, high pitch, soprano (:
just like my high pitch voice when i'm EXCITED.
HAHA.
& i'm finally settled with my PP Topic!
i'm gonna do Real Estate Development in Singapore, or perhaps something similar.
i don't care whether it is recommended or not, at least i don't have to do science EVERYDAY, 24/7!
i need a break from science, so this would be something better ?
so now, the interview part is crucial.
Far East Organization isn't public listed ( if i'm not wrong ), or something like, it's shares aren't public, because they want privacy ?
I don't know.
& i don't know if they're willing to me interviewed or not.
Other companies like Knight Frank, i feel "strange" with them, because i've never talked to them before.
and will they even want to talk to me ?
HAHA.
okay, i'm gonna do real estate, nothing is stoping me.
at least something closer to me, something i know " how it goes".
& my dad is crazy recently.
he wants to buy a particular for a few hundred thousands...
*faint*
i'm not gonna care, not interested in it.
no fun at all.
& i don't wanna be a useless person. i need to have a TARGET in my life :(
living life like what i'm now is getting me NO WHERE!
i wanna master French/Italian by this year, at least the Basics of it.
save some money & go for night course in a Language school.
if you compare with the people elsewhere, who knows more than 5 languages, we're like so STUPID.
& hopefully i can get a bike license within 2 years.
*PRAY HARD*
don't tell me how dangerous it is, i don't care.
it's even better if i can die earlier, & i'm serious.
i don't care if i've scars here & there everywhere, i aren't that kind of girl who's so afraid of scars, afraid of scorching sun afraid of this & that, and whatever.
(:
a good song for someone EMO, but no me.
i aren't EMO ELMO now, i'm crazily NOISY now.
withLOVE; 
7:58 PM
oh God, please tell me what to do for PP
:(
give me some inspirations, please.
inspirations come.
inspirations come.
many many, all come.
:(
withLOVE;
9:40 PM
withLOVE;
9:33 PM
it's SATURDAY, i'm home, will only be out tomorrow with <3
HOME ALL DAY, DOING NUTS.
woke up at 11++, had breakfast, then online, played with IMVU ( which somehow was kind of lag ), no fun, tired i went back to sleep again.
woke up around 4 ++ had noodles, watch tv, bath, then i'm here :)
saving all the 6Ps for 1st week, and thinking what to do for PP.
OH PP, OH PP.
TELL ME WHAT TO DO FOR PP.
I've got a few topics in mind, i emailed the Advisor, hoping that he replies my email FAST FAST FAST so i can feel "settled".
But those topics were somehow NONSENSE in a way, because they sound RIDICULOUS to me.
i don't know how to say it.
I DON'T KNOW.
I KNOW NOTHING!!!
i'm SUDDENLY in LOVE, SO IN LOVE, with 陶喆 David Tao.
His songs are so FREAKING NICE, but just that he don't have any new songs now, so maybe he's being FORGOTTEN already.
He's having a concert soon i think.
though he isn't Mr Handsome, but his voice & his songs are like OH MY GOD.
Maybe better than Jay Chou's?
haha.
Currently CONTINUOUSLY PLAYING on my Player:
MELODY
詞:陶吉吉 娃娃 曲:陶吉吉
終於明白你已變成回憶 沒有言語能夠說明當別人問起
譜了一段旋律沒有句點 也無法再繼續
像埋伏在街頭的某種氣息 無意間經過把往日笑與淚勾起
忽然心痛的無法再壓抑 原來從未忘記
Melody 腦海中的旋律轉個不停 愛過你 有太多話忘了要告訴你
Melody 無數動人音符在我生命 愛過你 失去你我才知道要珍惜
當時無法為你寫的那首歌 都是我永遠的遺憾當愛逝去
如果所有的錯重來一次 是否改變結局
終於落下休止符的那首歌 我聽著每一個音符流過的回憶
為什麼在那麼多年以後 還不能說再見
Melody 腦海中的旋律如此熟悉
愛過你 在我心裡只能輕輕嘆息
Melody 無數動人音符在我生命
愛過你 失去你我才知道要珍惜
Melody oh Melody 我永遠不能忘記
你是多麼美麗 讓這音樂一直不停響起
Melody oh Melody 我捨不得去忘記
我們快樂的過去 請別再讓我從這夢境清醒
Melody 腦海中的旋律如此熟悉
愛著你 求你聽我唱完這一段旋律請不要離去
Melody 你是在我腦海不停的旋律
愛過你 我的心裡只能無言嘆息
Melody 無數動人音符在生命裡
愛過你 失去後我才知道要珍惜你
And...
Black Tangerine ( hei se liu ding )
(:
Songs to company me as i browse through those boring ppt (sssss)...
withLOVE;
8:48 PM
i'm down with flu, on and off.
sometimes it's okay, but sometimes it isn't!
what is so wrong with me?!
no appetite recently, is this a miracle or what ?
i couldn't finish food, especially dinner, resulting in wastage of food.
sorry, god.
how bad of me.
when i tell the aunty/uncle to give me less of this & that, they don't seem to be listening, they still give me alot, alot, alot!
maybe eating lesser will make me slimmer instead?
(:
1st lab lesson in school today, SO FUN SO FUN.
Not VERY fun but, still, FUN?
The labcoat is so useless!
I didn't even button, and i don't think that we even need a lab coat!
oh gosh, maybe just for this lesson lab coat is useless.
My mircobio & anatomy faci claimed that this Saladin Anatomy book is good, so Mei Jin & I went to library today, as usual, it's Friday we're like SO FREE.
And guess what?
SHE FOUND SOMETHING SIMILIAR AFTER DRINKING SOYA MILK FOR A DAY!
OH, SOYA MILK HELPS!
IMPROVES INTELLIGENCE.
IMPROVES ALMOST EVERYTHING!
HAHA.
So damn funny lah!
She found this.
the author is Saladin, but i don't know whether is this the correct one.
Well, since the author is the same, so i guess there won't be much difference though?
not going out tomorrow. will only be out on Sunday (:
And <3 promised to answer my call but he didn't!
DAMN.
DAMN.
DAMN.
DAMN.
Not going to call you anymore since you aren't answering my calls!
I AMMMMMMMMM FURIOUSSSSSS!~!@#$%^&*()_+
withLOVE;
8:27 PM
YOU SEE FIRE ON MY HEAD?
had a great day in school, in class was fine, then disturbed MeiJin was the FUNNEST PART!
i'm crazy, but there's still SERIOUS part of me (:
had dinner with MeiJin & Robby, then went home.
I WAS YELLING AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE WHEN I REACHED HOME.
Maybe louder than my dog's barking.
WHO THE HELL TOUCH MY "CORN PLANT" I PUT AT THE CORRIDOR?!!!
NOT ONLY TOUCH, BUT TOPPLE IT!
DAMN ASS HOLE.
So loud that my neighbours were looking at me, as if there's FREE SHOW?
BUT I'M FREAKING PISSED OFF OKAY.
MY PLANT, PUT AT MY CORRIDOR, IT'S NOT LIKE AS IF IT'S BLOCKING THE PATHWAY OR WHAT, IT'S SO FREAKING SMALL, JUST A BIT BIGGER THAN MY PALM!
and it's not like as if the HURRICAN blew it! someone put it into a empty pot beside it, and everything is FALLING!
DON'T LET ME CATCH THE CULPRIT, OTHERWISE I'LL CHOP YOU INTO PEICES!!!
I HATE PEOPLE TO TOUCH MY THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION!!!
then my mum was VERY ANGRY that i was YELLING like MAD WOMAN, she scolded me.
I didn't care.
it only made me MORE ANGRY, because her scolding is like a CATALYST for VOLCANO TO ERUPT!
DAMN.
tomorrow's practical TO CUT BANANA & LIME, HOW LAME!
then, i've made a new new new new friend in class, the 1st person whom i talk to in Msn after schooling hours, and chat casually.
not gonna say who the person is.
this person LOOK SO MUCH LIKE A FRIEND OF MINE!
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
SO ALIKE!
wait till i find both pictures then i'll blog it (:
and no matter how ~@#$%^&*()_ is PBL, well, we still have to go to school, and i'ld say i'm FINE with PBL already!
PBL is no longer a ~!@#$%^&*()_+ to me, it's something useful now :)
thank god that i've stayed in Rp, rather than go to Lasalle.
but well..
:)
i've got something to blog about, but i've got no time.
played too much today.
wasted too much time on CURSING the person who touched my plant!
time to iron clothes & go to bed.
need to bring bulky lap coat tomorrow to cut some BANANAS & LIMES.
HOW LAME LAME LAME!!!
gonna do well for PP, hopefully, and i wanna do well for everything this sem, so i won't be free for any shopping or what so ever.
my only play day is for <3 haha.
so sorry.
and he haven't reply my miss call!
withLOVE;
9:45 PM
i wanted to blog few days ago, but i didn't have the time to.
caught this movie "Definitely Maybe" last weekend with <3
A very lengthy movie!
i'm looking out for Horror Movies, but seems like there isn't any currently.
Wednesday, stayed at home all day long, SICK LIKE HELL.
Diarrhoea since yesterday, flu, & migraine!
oh gosh!
i couldn't go anywhere, or even do anything!
i rest on bed ALL DAY LONG, only by sleeping then i won't feel the pain on my damn head!
instant noodles for breakfast, pizz hut delivery for lunch ( which cost A BOMB & not nice at all ), rice for dinner, and then DIARRHOEA!!!
Now, migraine is gone, but i've a feeling that it'll come back again, very soon.
Went for DPHM talk yesterday, many interesting "things".
PP, CE, and the Adv Diploma ( which sounded INTERESTING! )
Okay, i thought about PP, and i emailed them to ask if the topic is "acceptable".
I lied on bed, i thought i could do " Winston Churchill's Leadership" ( or maybe something similiar? ), but they don't allow the topic to be on a individual, so maybe " The Real Estate Industry in Singapore" ?
At least a topic "closer" to me.
I wanted to do on "Far East Organization" but their information are SECRETS, and the people don't seem friendly, so, maybe not, unless i've got no other "ideas".
As for CE, i haven't complete them!!!
I'm still short of like 13 or 12!
OH GOD!~
so it means i need to go for 12 or 13 more talks, do 12 or 13 more RJs!
WOW.
Well well.
whatever.
And for the Advanced Diploma, it seems interesting, because it's like a "attachment program" where YOU HAVE TO PAY $$$, and not like other Poly where you get $$$ when you go for attachment ( maybe in RP, everything is the other way round ).
With that, will have to take certain modules, then, get another cert, besides the Dipoma cert, you get Adv Dip in Pharm Practice, which cost S$1100 for Singaporeans, AND S$5000+ for foreigners!
OH MY GOD?!
if this Adv Dip thing can help me have a better chance of getting into Uni overseas ( because i know sg Uni is never gonna accept me ), then i'll MAYBE take it.
But my GPA isn't good, seems bad if i compare with other people, who will most likely to be taking it, so I NEED TO WORK HARDER?
I'm forever getting "B" and sometimes "C", and UT... haven't took any UT this sem yet, we shall see.
And my broadband now is MIO plan, with 3 meg.
From 10meg to 3meg, big difference, but i couldn't feel it.
AND NOKIA6500S IS KILLING ME!!
it hangs & somehow a bit slow & retard!
WHY!!!
*URGH*
and my life now is so PATHETIC!
weekdays, school.
Wednesday, sleep + PP
Weekends, 1 day for <3 and another to revise ( because i always daydream in class! )
Practical this friday, and i'm NOT AT ALL EXCITED because we're CUTTING BANANAS & LIME!
*LAME*
withLOVE;
8:48 PM
it's FRIDAY.
like 1 week past already, since school reopen.
today, a better day definitely.
i get to sit at the CENTER TABLE, although no privacy but i don't mind because this faci IS SO FREAKING STRICT!
1. NO HANDPHONES ON TABE. CANNOT USE THEM AT ALL.
2. NO MSN-ING OR OTHER NON RELATED ACTIVITIES
3. NO FOOD OR DRINKS
4. ALL LAPTOPS DOWN!
OH MY GOD?
crazy or what?
which alien planet is she from ?
but well, actually she's rather good, in a way.
she teaches well, the PBL way, & she makes/force people to LISTEN, REALLY LISTEN so everyone will understand & learn.
it's anatomy & physiology, somewhat the MOST CHIM one, but the fun-nest to me.
i don't know why, but i prefer this than any other modules.
or is it because i get to sit the center table & it's friday?
i don't know.
just feeling great today.
after school had early dinner with Meijin, we chat, like OMG SO FUN, then went to library, played with the photocopy machine!
HAHA.
then it ran out of paper.
so we went to played with ANOTHER ONE.
had fun today (: (: (:
i was browsing the net yesterday, due to some craziness, searching for NONSENSE stuffs.
came across this forum, i forgot which one, someone said that in the SAS, only 4 pupils get to go into the Local UNI.
ISN'T IT LIKE OH MY GOD?!
so now, i'm in RP, and i'm a dumbass, so it isn't very important anymore.
the important part is to GET HELL LOTS OF MONEY & get a Degree overseas!
even with a freaking LOW GPA can get into UNI elsewhere, but not here!
oh, what ever.
so stressed this week, i don't know why.
maybe it's because of a 2 months relaxation, the suddenly have "such" workload that's why i'm going crazy.
i'll soon adapt to it.
SOON.
and i FREAKING LIKE THIS MR BEAN, so SUPER CUTE!
it makes me laugh like LOLLLLLLLLLL!!!
withLOVE;
11:12 PM
school started, new class, new people, everything new.
i haven't got use to it yet, but well, somehow i'm fine (:
every Wednesday is FREE DAY, but maybe not, it should be PP day?
at least it's more relax than YEAR I's 5 day schooling, but those schooling days are almost STRESS FREE.
Now it's 4 Days of school, but NOT Stress free at all!
OH GOSH?
Super freaking stressful for a dumbass like me, who've already forgotten EVERYTHING about science!
how am i gonna survive?!!
no choice.
i don't really regret taking this course, the only "thing" i regretted was choosing RP.
if i could turn back time, i'll choose lectures lectures lectures!
I LOVE LECTURES.
no choice, i'm stuck in Rp, so be it.
and if my GPA doesn't allow me to get into local Uni, hopefully some where out there will be a place for me.
I've this sudden "feeling" that i want to study, it's like so fun, hoping that i can study for my entire life.
After poly, with a shitty GPA, i'll hope to find a place that will "want me" & study, hopefully get a job down there, settle down there & not come back here (:
i'm beginning to love what i'm studying, but PBL isn't for me :(
well. just hope there's a place for dumbass.
till now, i haven't found anyone in my class that will "click" with me, yet.
i'm just "interested" in this particular person in my class, not 1 i think, it should be 2.
both look like "go down buy vegetable " or " go pasar malum " kind, they're rather sloppy, but HEY, they are CLEVER!
just that they don't talk!
OMG.
there's good looking people in my class, i don't care.
it's not like as if i'm going to find a bf/gf there, i don't care how pretty or handsome they are.
all i care is to GO HOME EARLY!
tomorrow's Friday, it's A N A T O M Y, the hardest among all.
hopefully tomorrow "fengshui" is good, today's "fengshui" not bad (:
SO SUPER DUPER THRIPLY STRESS!
I NEED TO RELAX!!!
SUN TAN, ANYONE?!!!
withLOVE;
8:50 PM
stressed & pissed.
things getting difficult.
people changing.
the sides of people, 10 thousand faces.
many, uncountable.
pissed off.
get lost.
don't disturb me.
PLEASE.
even food won't cure.
withLOVE;
9:37 PM
blog tonight.
schools' a little boring & stress already :(
change my blog skin next time when i'm MORE free & when i find nice ones.
:(
in class, falling asleep.
YAWNS.
withLOVE;
3:23 PM
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