FRIDAY NIGHT.

I had a dream early this morning.

It was a unpleasant feeling, that caused me to wake up hugging my dearest bolster tightly, and cover myself with my DEAREST blanket that has got my own smell ( and i simply can't do without it ).

i felt terrible.

as if i wanted some kind of warmth, comfort, protection.

wanting someone or something to hug, or to be hugged tightly and not let go.

strange feeling though.

but got over it after a while & prepare to go to school.

school wasn't very fun today, because the problem just SUCKS!

perhaps i shouldn't, and i couldn't, and have no right to blame the faci, but to blame myself for being stupid to think SO SLOWLY.

and that faci said i should use my brain 1st before i answer him!!!

*OH MY GOD!*

it doesn't really matter, because i don't feel hurt by his words, because i'm in a TOTAL CONFUSED STATE.

well.

for the 1st time in school, i did work, think non-stop till i have my brunch only at 2pm?

miracle huh.

and worst of all, the faci didn't even allow Danson to eat in class, when he've spent all his time in class solving the problem!

that's BAD!

well.

i played with Danson's MSN, because he was just sitting beside me, and the faci right behind me ( as if i care ).

He was msn-ing with his friend from SP, and it was really FUN.

that person added me in MSN, didn't really wanted to accept, but well, nevermind.

walked to interchange with MeiJin & THE GAYS.

SO FREAKING FUNNY WHEN ROBBY ASKED:

" Hey, 你有没有穿过红底裤? "

He was eating his BAO halfway, and suddenly asked it, with a strong Indonesian accent ( and his Chinese is real weird ).

The question itself is already SO FUNNY, and the way he ask, is MORE FUNNY LAH!

OH MY GOD.

I couldn't stop laughing, and it was SO FUNNY that i NEARLY CRIED.

on the way, we met this 2 girls ( younger than me i suppose ), they were selling those kinda $2 donation things if i'm not wrong.

and guess what?

seems like they only "aim" at GUYS, and those pleasant looking guys ( in their point of view, though ).

'cos i realised they don't seem to be very interested in Peychern & Danson, but more interested in Yida!

Perhaps to them, Yida is the most/more handsome one?

i got no comments.

(:

make my HAIR STAND.

THE GAYS said they wanted their phone numbers, and guess what the 2 girls replied?

They said they wanted to give but THE GAYS walked off!

*FAINT*

will the girls really give?

do girls nowadays give their phone numbers so easily?

i don't know.

nowadays, little boy boy & little girl girl are getting a little... ...

heard the news on tv today, that 40% of SECONDARY SCHOOL PEOPLE have had SEX before 15 or 16 ( i forgot ), and MORE THAN 9 TIMES!

HEY!! HELLO!

9 TIMES, in the past don't know how many months!

( if i didn't hear wrongly )

CAN YOU FREAKING BELIEVE?

OH MY GOD LAH.

*FAINT*

let's see...

how about those little girl girl & little boy boy who's puberty is little slow, and when they have SEX, how fun is it?

1. flat chest?

2. little "dickky"?

3. skinny, like bamboos?

4. no condom, because too shy to buy --> pregnancy?

5. desperados get AIDS/HIV?

OH MY GOD.

what have this world become?

15,16 they do SEX, how about next time?

i don't dare to believe!

so, it isn't a good idea to have children next time huh.

=x

i don't know.

maybe we should discuss this: what is the ideal age for SEX?

frankly, i don't know.

but i know something. some people are just HUNGRY FOR SEX.

perhaps they should just get some time to think about their future & how they can be a better person, isn't it?

Rather than wasting precious time doing nonsensical stuffs, and those UNPROTECTED, are the WORST OF ALL ( exclude married people, though ).

Poor little babies come into mummy's tummy and then got killed?

poor babies.

but well, perhaps everything is just FATE?

i don't know.

i watched this Korean drama on tv just now.

it was about this lady, who couldn't marry this guy, because if she get married to him, the wife would need to:

1. Quit her job.

2. Take care of husband's sick father.

3. Do all the housework.

4. Be pregnant ASAP.

CAN YOU IMAGINE THIS?

if you were to ask me to do all these, i would rather RUN AWAY AS FAR AS I CAN.

1. Quitting job is SIMPLY RIDICULOUS LAH! What if the husband have an affair and wanna divorce with you? Where the hell you getting money to feed yourself?

2. Taking care of a person whom you aren't really close to? Weird though.

3. HOUSEWORK? Seriously i would rather WORK OUTSIDE THAN DO HOUSEWORK 24/7.

4. PREGNANT ASAP? 母猪 ah? RIDICULOUS ALSO!

Perhaps that's the OLD PEOPLE'S TRADITION (:

IF i EVER get married one day? ( will anyone wanna marry me? )  =/

Firstly, i need to be RICH to support my LOVES ( I SERIOUSLY DO NOT believe that MAN work while WIFE stay at home & look after the house, because WOMAN CAN BE MORE CAPABLE THAN MAN )

hopefully i can have a HUGE house with OUR parents?

AND I DON'T WANT MANY MANY CHIDREN ( Crazy Yuni wants 14 children, and she is MAD!).

1 or 2 is more than enough, and 3 is like a kindergarten already! ( sorry but because i'm born in a TINY family ).

if it's a son, he should learn violin.

if it's a girl, she should learn Salsa.

both should learn ART (:

NO MAIDS please ( save money ).

Perhaps overseas trips once every year?

that's my DREAM FUTURE, but i know it will NEVER be real.

well.

but what if i'm poor?

POOR = NO MARRIAGE.

when you can't even feed yourself & your parents, how are you going to buy a house?

how to feed your children?

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And yes, i NEED, WANT, MUST do this.

Why?

Because, i have MANY THINGS TO SAY.

To be fair, to everyone.

To be fair to the class, me & Chris Voon.

I don't mean to be BAD or to point fingers at Chris Voon.

I admit that i don't have good impression of him, and may be biased, but perhaps it's for OUR good.

One, need to know their weakness & strength in order to progress.

However, only KNOWING is never enough.

Acknowledge it, and to IMPROVE from it, is important ( in my opinion ).

Only those people who tell you which part of you is BAD & need a change, then, these are the people who are your "True" friends.

Well.

I'll do that "evaluation" thing tomorrow or Sunday, when i'm free.

Will definitely do it for sure.

Gonna phrase it, write it in a way, that will hurt no one.

Because, i'm learning to LOVE EVERYONE & HATE NO ONE ( and i mean it ).

and look at these.

DAMN *FUNNY* but a little... ... (=

http://www.fuckedupjokes.com/content/26702.html

http://www.fuckedupjokes.com/content/24820.html

We were "playing" with these videos from the website on Thursday, like so fun, yeah?

it's this kinda "things" that makes school FUN, and not those problems we get everyday!

i've changed the blog's settings, so, you'll only see 1 post at the main page (=

NIGHTS.

withLOVE;
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