Let it snow! :)

A "stressful" day today.

Woke up quite late.

The first thing i did ( beside brushing my teeth & washing up ) was to on my com & opened & start editing...

Because i crashed the forum, i deleted those things that were necessary ( like a dumb ), and it showed a FATAL ERROR & everything just went VERY wrong.

My mood wasn't Very good, 'cos those 2 freaks in my house are really ANNOYING, pestering me to DO THIS & THAT, when i have MY OWN things to do, i can't afford to ALWAYS PLEASE THEM.

Now that i've LOST ALL MY FILES/DOC, Uninstalled SMF, which was the previous software i used.

As recommended by the person, to use SMF because it was MORE USER FRIENDLY ( for a noob like me, this is VERY GOOD already ).

Now i've changed to use phpBB ( i'm using 2 currently, because i don't know how to install to 3, and it wasn't recommended & the people in the "Support" for the phpBB didn't want to help me with it because i'm installing it via Fantastico, they said it will often change the files & give errors.

SAD.

But nevermind.

REALLY STRUGGLED with this phpBB, i'm just so STUPID, another IT dumb.

AT LEAST, i manage to get the style fixed, widen the entire style, 'cos it don't look like a full page one at first, it was at the centre ( not nice ).

Get the boards with it's names.

Wanted to add some MOD to it, BUT, IT'S VERY VERY TROUBLESOME!!!

For a dumb like me, it can take 10 years to edit a tiny little thing!

And a MOD has MANY TINY LITTLE THINGS.

i know i am dumb.

AND luckily i didn't choose IT courses, if i'm in a IT course, i won't be able to graduate!

HAHA.

i shall NOT reveal the Forum address first, wait till EVERYTHING is FIXED & SETTLED, then... .. (:

Finally finished watching COFFEE PRINCE, Korean Drama, NOT A VERY NICE SHOW, wasn't a interesting one ( for me ).

Worth watching to kill time, but not one with special meanings or what ever.

GOING OUT WITH <3 TOMORROW!

*HAPPY*

Sadly, Singapore is BORING, VERY BORING PLACE, no where to "play" or go to.

i can't go m'sia, don't think mum will allow.

Gonna continue with the forum already, no time to edit tomorrow.

*NIGHTS NIGHTS*

& no more shopping for me!

*SAVE MONEY*

withLOVE;
11:45 PM

I AM BACK (:

Spend Christmas at home cooking nice nice food (:

A gift for everyone ( all food ).

Dog had a new sausage bone ( he finished it in less than an hour ), Dad had turkey bacon for breakfast because he needed to go out, then Mum had my breakfast ( which became lunch because i woke up VERY LATE ), and she had beef steak + vege for dinner.

LOVELY CHRISTMAS.

my dog had the same food as us for dinner too (:

it was NICE.

Watched show till very late, couldn't wake up in the morning.

So, today went out with <3, because he couldn't go out with me on X'mas day!

Had a pleasant day with him, gave him the CATERPILLAR brand watch, not really a present, but to make this watch be put to GOOD use.

Given by my Dad's friend end last year ( for no reason he got a present ).

Bought in Dubai ( INDIA? ), 2 years warranty, VERY HEAVY & HUGE, but not those "AH LONG" kind.

No one wore it, my Dad didn't want it because it was TOO EXPENSIVE, and he already got a watch.

( blur pictures, i know, my phone is lousy )

Ate at GEYLANG, then watched WARLORDS.

I just HATE going to *DAMN* Geylang!!!

SEE THOSE CHICKS WALKING AROUND HERE & THERE EVEN IN BROAD DAYLIGHT!!!

*URGH*

i know i DISCRIMMINATE them, but i am so sorry, because i believe that there are other BETTER jobs to do, and MORE INTERESTING things to do.

if i were to ride/drive one day, and i see them JAY WALKING on the road, i won't be nice.

JUST HORN LOUDLYYYYYYY!!!

pollute my mind, dirty my eyes, steals people's husband, good for nothing, stay far away from me.

AND YES, BUGIS CINEMA SUCKS.

The OLD COUPLE beside us were TALKING during the show, IRRITATING lah!

Then the show JUST STOP & BLOCKOUT!

What kinda cinema is this?

*complain complain complain*

*typical Singaporean*

VERY BAD.

Waited for like 10 minutes then the show went back to normal, FREAKING wasting my PRECIOUS time.

Then the toilet queue was SO LONG, perhaps it's because SINGAPORE IS SMALL, so LAND IS EXPENSIVE, toilet don't earn much money, only waste money, so the fewer cubicles the better?

WHAT EVER.

Had dinner then went home.

IRRITATED.

those 2 people in the house expect me to do this and that, hell lot of expectations!

fridge spoilt, got a new one delivered to the house and this person just refuse to let the person deliver it INTO the house because there's stuffs inside the fridge and said to wait till ME & HIM to come back then "settle" it.

ASS HOLE.

kept calling my phone, like some nonsense barbarians.

so i got home, clear the things from the fridge, the kind uncle ( delivery man ) helped me clear them (:

the under the fridge was rather dusty, he even helped me SWEEP it.

GOOD DELIVERY AH PEK (:

so everything was SETTLED.

i wonder what the hell are these 2 people for.

they just see me arrange those things, clean them, they just freaking don't bother to come to help, just argue with each other, and do their own things.

*URGH*

then SHE even said that she don't care about ANYTHING in the house, and say it ISN'T HER BUSINESS.

*ASSHOLE*

as if it's my business?

FOR GOODNESS SAKE, if it's not because nobody wanna settle this "fridge" thing, and if it isn't something "new" ( because i'm VERY curious ), i won't be bothered about it okay.

SO DAMN ANNOYED.

these 2 fellas, so IRRITATING, JUST RELY EVERYTHING ON ME?!!

NO WAY LAH.

i have my own life i got my OWN things to do.

and expect me to cook dinner every night ( and because i'm bored, wanting to try something fun ) ?!

NO WAY LAH.

no dinner at home then keep on calling me and ASK ASK ASK?!

*URGH*

i just HATE it when i do things, and soon it just became an "EXPECTATION".

somehow, the both of them, their relationship have turned VERY SOUR already.

Well, it really doesn't matter to me, i don't care.

kept asking me to do hell lot of housework, saying that i NEED to do them, NEED to learn all these so next time i CAN HAVE GOOD time with "Mother-In-Law".

MAD OR WHAT?

When did i ever say i want to get married huh?!!

And it's SUCH A WRONG thinking that female stay at home & look after the house while the husband work!

WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!

IRRITATING

IRRITATED.

MAD-ED!!!

withLOVE;
11:02 PM

Merry Christmas! (:

Will be busy & away, cooking some NICE STUFFS :)

won't be online, call me if you wanna look for me.

be back on 27th

withLOVE;
5:00 PM

I have only a pic & a link to share today.

and the link.

CLICK HERE!

that is all i can say!

busy looking & doing & planning something.

and my BLACK SKINNIES ARRIVE IN MY LETTERBOX!

IT FIT ME WELL!

*YEAH*

withLOVE;
10:16 PM

CLICK ME!!!

withLOVE;
3:01 PM

My blogging "feel" has come back!

So now i'll blog MORE often (:

And some pics...

I know i look like "MAD WOMAN".

Okay, anyway.

After these few days of BORING DAYS, FINALLY i got a "Goal" already.

Not really a "Goal" but at least something i know i want to do.

Hopefully this "something" can make me SLIMMER :D

will blog later when i've time.

gotta do somethings now (:

withLOVE;
1:25 PM

Long time didn't blog already.

Poor blog, i'm back to "SAVE" you.

*LAME*

I've quite a number of pics to upload actually, but i'm PLAIN LAZY... So..

I still have pics though, don't be disappointed, i know those people who view my blog MISSES ME!

HAHA.

Alright.

These pics are from KARENN'S camera when we PON CLASS & went to SENTOSA for some SUN-TANNING.

thanks to Karenn for uploading so many pictures of ME, & thanks for her camera too! =)

pictures not in any sequence.

what am i doing?

ticket to 4D Magix! $16 per person, not cheap huh.

* i know i'm nuts *

* will i die if i jump down? *

digging for GOLD!

NICE, isn't it ?

Karenn look so CUTE!!

*OH MY GOD*

MY LEGS ARE SO FAT!!!

SLIPPERS, wanna steal?

am i talking to myself?

SHADOW!

pretty stairs :)

OH YES, i love this ^^

YUMMY?

Small feet & Big feet =]

MY FACE IS SO ROUND!

lalalalas.

Holidays, getting fatter & fatter already!

AND YES, nowadays, have been DISTURBED by this " don't know who ".

this person sent me an SMS some days ago " gd nite ".

then few days later, while i was clearing my SMSes, i asked who he/she is.

Replied me saying he used my friend's ( a secondary school friend ) phone to sms, but accidentally pressed my name, so the message was sent to me.

but HEY, the sms that appeared on my phone wasn't my friend's number but HIS NUMBER?!

he's such a good liar =]

then he told me he's my friend's friend, same church, from a neighbourhood secondary school somewhere near my house.

so i didn't reply him, didn't really bother, but he KEPT ON SMS-ING ME!!!

*URGH*

i have no where to vent my frustrations, i can't call/sms him to tell him to SHUT UP or what!

*URGH*

he told me not to tell my friend that he knows me 'cos he wanna SURPRISE my friend ( doesn't that sound funny? )

i didn't reply his msg-es, he could STILL sms me NON-STOP.

Everyday, "GOOD MORNING" , "GOOD AFERTNOON, HAD YOUR LUNCH?", " GOOD NIGHT".

OH MY GOD LAH, NOISY LAH!

And he even asked me out tomorrow, ONLY ME & HIM.

NUTS OR WHAT?

think i'm so FREE?

i couldn't take it, i told my friend about it, and he said he will talk to this " weird guy", but it seems like he haven't talk to him 'cos that guy just can't stop SMS-ing me!!!

*URGH*

I AM GOING CRAZY.

now i'm no longer interested in my sms-es, 'cos i know it'll be HIM.

and yes, something SAD & HAPPY about.

this guy, a friend, my ex ( like many years ago ), he finally found himself a girlfriend :)

he isn't super good looking, but he's a super good guy okay.

long long long long long long long ago, we broke off because i was a BITCH, i dumped him for another guy ( i got to admit this ), and i dumped him for a FREAKING GOOD FOR NOTHING USELESS GUY.

HOW BLIND OF ME.

he's really a SUPER GOOD guy, i haven't seen any guy as good as him, YET.

sad because 1 good guy have got himself a girlfriend, meaning there's 1 lesser good guy that's available.

happy because he got a girlfriend & hopefully the girl don't bully him =]

and Yesterday night, when i was on bed, thinking of SANTA.

i wonder what gift would SANTA give me this Christmas...

withLOVE;
6:02 PM

School was BORING today.

I just wanted to QUICKLY FINISH UP THE PPT, AS FAST AS I COULD, so i can do my "own things".

I didn't went out with him today.

Went home, Quickly Browse through Enterprise's 6P, no time to really study it.

As i was on the bus on my way home from school, i saw this cute little malay girl with her mum.

Her hair, silky.

Her face, smooth.

She look cheerful, and kept smiling, so i kept looking at her.

How i wish i had a daughter!

SO CUTE!

I could clearly remember the image of her in my brain, so pretty & lovely.

Busy recently, doing up some "forum" & "spree" things.

i do not like to follow people, i like to have something on my own, so that's what i'm busy with.

Then this IDEA strucked my mind, and now that i have a GOAL!

Mum came home & NAG NON-STOP! ( i really couldn't take it! ).

Perhaps she was right, i really COULD NOT get married because i'm not a HOUSE person.

i can NEVER be a house wife.

NEVER, EVER.

No matter how much i LOVE my partner, my LOVE would NEVER be so much that i could forget all my Dreams & Ambitions.

Maybe that is ME.

My mind, is all about what to do, how to do, the best way to do it, to improve it & to think of new ideas & not to how to clean my house, how to cook well.

NEVER EVER WILL I GET MARRIED, and IF one day i say i'm gonna get MARRIED, PLEASE, STOP ME, OKAY ?

And yes!

My SPREE CLOTHES HAVE ARRIVED!!!

It arrived yesterday!

Bought this, but in BROWN :)

Hoping that i can have a partner, need not be a human though, can be a INVISIBLE friend?

or a ghost?

spirit?

or my IMAGINARY friend whom i can SHARE EVERYTHING WITH.

can god give me one?

and.

GOD, i knee down before you.

please pardon me for all my sins.

withLOVE;
9:07 PM

Monday's Problem was about CONFLICT.

Will we ever get PEACE?

Or we'll feel PISSED instead?

Now, i'm PISSED.

I don't understand WHAT IS WRONG WIT MY MSN, when i PUT BUSY, IT MEANS BUSY!

I DON'T UNDERSTAND.

CAN'T PEOPLE SEE THE WORD/SIGN "BUSY" ?

I can't APPEAR OFFLINE 'cos i'm waiting for a person in my contacts to come online, 'cos i need to ask something.

I AM BUSY, I AM DOING MY OWN THINGS,I DON'T WANNABE DISTURB,CAN YOU PEOPLE SEE?

So FREAKING ANNOYED when i tel them i'm BUSY & yet they still ASK ASK & ASK.

please, don't irritate me any further, okay ?

once more, i'm gonna BLOCK you ( you people ) already, and i WILL NOT UNBLOCK.

and today is TUESDAY, ENTERPRISE.

Wee isn't here, we've got a WEIRD faci.

Sorry, but perhaps i did not respect this old man in class, but really, his "style" is weird.

i need to respect old man!

OMG.

anyway, today's problem isn't very tough, and neither was it very fun.

well.

come to think of it, this year gonna end VERY SOON.

how soon?

VERY SOON.

haven't done anything useful this year, wasted my time doing "nothing".

i'm tired of this particular thing surrounding me.

but how tired am i ?

i think i need a break.

i just won't go to school ( most probably ? ) for the last 2 weeks.

i wanna stay at home & do up some stuff, if i don't go to school please don't pester me.

please please please.

when i want to be alone, i mean it, and i want it.

OKAY?

being "controlled" by "you people" is so FREAKING TIRING already.

set me free, will you?

PISSED & PLEASE REMOVE ALL OF YOUR EXPECTATIONS ON ME.

withLOVE;
1:40 PM

WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY SAMSUNG PC STUDIO :(

Can't seem to install it!

WHY!

Never mind. I've found a NEW WAY to upload pictures, but it's kind of TROUBLESOME.

Alrights.

BUSY weekend, though i didn't went out, <3 need to go work & his NS thing ( URGH!!! ).

So i stayed at home to do my own work.

IRRITATING PEOPLE, i just can't stand them!!!

Price hike, people argue, complain.

* what ever *

And rainy days just make everything MORE TROUBLESOME!

Mum back home from Taiwan, and she brought back some food.

1 packet of "Metal Egg", 2 packets of " don't know what", 1 packet of Roasted Prawn, 1 box of Pineapple tarts ( isn't this for CNY? ) then 1 packet of "Butter something-something".