School was BORING today.

I just wanted to QUICKLY FINISH UP THE PPT, AS FAST AS I COULD, so i can do my "own things".

I didn't went out with him today.

Went home, Quickly Browse through Enterprise's 6P, no time to really study it.

As i was on the bus on my way home from school, i saw this cute little malay girl with her mum.

Her hair, silky.

Her face, smooth.

She look cheerful, and kept smiling, so i kept looking at her.

How i wish i had a daughter!

SO CUTE!

I could clearly remember the image of her in my brain, so pretty & lovely.

Busy recently, doing up some "forum" & "spree" things.

i do not like to follow people, i like to have something on my own, so that's what i'm busy with.

Then this IDEA strucked my mind, and now that i have a GOAL!

Mum came home & NAG NON-STOP! ( i really couldn't take it! ).

Perhaps she was right, i really COULD NOT get married because i'm not a HOUSE person.

i can NEVER be a house wife.

NEVER, EVER.

No matter how much i LOVE my partner, my LOVE would NEVER be so much that i could forget all my Dreams & Ambitions.

Maybe that is ME.

My mind, is all about what to do, how to do, the best way to do it, to improve it & to think of new ideas & not to how to clean my house, how to cook well.

NEVER EVER WILL I GET MARRIED, and IF one day i say i'm gonna get MARRIED, PLEASE, STOP ME, OKAY ?

And yes!

My SPREE CLOTHES HAVE ARRIVED!!!

It arrived yesterday!

Bought this, but in BROWN :)

Hoping that i can have a partner, need not be a human though, can be a INVISIBLE friend?

or a ghost?

spirit?

or my IMAGINARY friend whom i can SHARE EVERYTHING WITH.

:(

can god give me one?

and.

GOD, i knee down before you.

please pardon me for all my sins.

withLOVE;
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