Let it snow! :)

tomorrows' last day of school.

didn't have mood to go, but well, i'll GO tomorrow.

so touched by the words said by a friend, VERY TOUCHED.

this person seems to know me INSIDE-OUT, and reminded me of my weakness, like again & again.

a friend, i'll never forget.

i love you, my friend.

withLOVE;
10:09 PM

didn't go school today.

wanted to, but was PLAIN LAZY to get up in the morning.

will DEFINITELY go to school tomorrow, no more lazy bones.

yesterday, went to do passport, meet up at far east, find <3.

i was drenched when i reach <3's house 'cos it was RAINING HEAVILY at town, and the 3 of ur only have ONE unmbrella.

here's the THREE of us.

see, my face have LIGHT!

JEALOUS ANOT?

SAY "NO" TO KUTUS.

Where's the chipmunks?

WE'RE SO "WHITE" HUH.

Half of the "CHIPMUNK"

Side view for SALE: worth $0.10

wanna buy ?

*alamak*

uncle also want disturb.

so. after that, went to <3's house.

bathed & wore his clothes out!

haha.

a yellow top, with don't know what cartoon character, that fit me WELL, but little big?

that was the tee he wore when he was in Sec 2.

OH MY GOD.

haha.

OH YA!

i bought 2 "bras" at Sheer Romance, so PRETTY, but sorry huh, no pictures for you (:

then, we went to J8 to eat, then to CHINATOWN!

bought ALOT OF CANDIES, they're giving out FREE CANDIES!

haha.

we bought alot.

and shawls there only SGD 4!!!

wanted to buy, but i don't think i'm suitable, 'cos i sweat easily.

great day yesterday (:

i'll upload the pics took with <3 tomorrow or friday when i'm free.

today isn't a GOOD day, though.

woke up late. no mood to do any "work" at home.

laze around till evening then i started doing useful "work".

at least i get SOME things done, better than nothing.

so pissed at home when all the peoples' home.

it's RARE to have all the humans in the house together at the same time.

& i seriously DO NOT LIKE IT.

so plain SELFISH, thinking i am FOREVER FREE.

*URGH*

don't talk about them.

and i heard from <3 that it is NOW A TREND FOR SINGAPORE GUYS TO DATE / MARRY CHINA LADIES.

and even one of his friend got a china lady PREGNANT?

sorry, but i am NOT being RACIST, but just...

because i have a disliking to certain china people, CERTAIN, NOT ALL OKAY.

i shall say no more, if not i'm gonna be RACIST already.

withLOVE;
9:35 PM

nonsense GUYS who wants to be ENTERTAINED will NOT be welcome.

i entertain GIRLS ONLY.

STRICTLY GIRLS.

GET LOST IF YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND!

withLOVE;
10:16 PM

Last week of school

Today, the last time to see Surya, last Culture lesson.

how sad.

perhaps he is the best faci among the rest.

santosa is a great one too, but not very much of my liking.

and one which is worst, i shall not say.

we all know who he/she is.

seriously, i will MISS E36R.

time seems to have pass faster in this class, more laughter & noise from me.

and more nonsense too.

i was tidying my table yesterday.

it was FULL OF DUST, like a worthless museum!

dig GOLD out of it!

found pretty stuffs, like earrings, papers, important notes, and some un-used pretty notebooks!

saw this very useful notebook, with a pen, from this CPA thing, i don't know what's that.

so i'm gonna use it to record all my stuffs.

like what i've planned.

last week of school, time to plan out EVERYTHING OF EVERY SINGLE THING.

don't ask me what is it.

i will tell you only when i succeed / fail.

gonna REALLY make passport tomorrow.

then meeting kutu & alvin at far east to shop for UNDER GARMENTS?

after that gonna go to <3's house.

HE IS SICK.

i have to say Vista is really better than XP.

withLOVE;
9:28 PM

withLOVE;
8:31 PM

My watch(es), nice huh ?

Photo-0037Ee

Transforming Mr Robby into Mr Handsome?

Photo-0041Ee

Transforming from Alien to Denise(human)?

Photo-0044Ee

We got our hair cut ( except Danson ).

Photo-0046Ee Photo-0045Ee Photo-0048Ee

And he claims that i look nicer with my hair tied?

Photo-0050Ee

Can you even see my eyes?

Photo-0054Ee

I bought this for <3

Photo-0055De

(: NICE right!

Photo-0058Ee

Oh, don't be jealous.

Photo-0056Ee

"Pop" out design? NICE (:

Photo-0021Ee

Mr Robby with the "don't know who" talking ( with aunty sleeping )

Photo-0016Ee

"Hello, i'm PEY CHERN, i have NO patience"

*HAHA*

Photo-0012Ee

"Do i look cute?"

Photo-0017Ee

Photo-0018Ee

He's a PERVERT, BEWARE.

The 3-of-us.

Most of us.

SMILING GHOST?

Kelly & i (:

Esther & Denise

Peychern.

Kelly's NO WATCH(es) hand!

Mr Danson & i.

3-of-us.

He is retard.

Okay, i just realise that i have MANY MANY pictures of DANSON, and other pictures, because i wasn't holding my phone most of the time.

He took my phone & took pictures of himself!!!

*OH GOSH*

*faint*

so please, i'm not so crazy to take so many pictures of him, he took them himself.

and he kind of "fall in love" with Pey Chern 'cos i've got many pictures of Pey Chern inside my phone.

Luckily i've got enough space inside my phone.

so, these are my "rubbish" (:

Lucky sleeping on MY bed :)

I bought this ring after school today, at CWP's pasar malum.

so pretty!

and the seller ( a dark color person ), told me it's from Kenya and it's Camel's bone?

pretty huh!

and i bought a pair of bracelet/anklet, one for me, one for him (:

i don't know if he likes it?

the time when i brought LUCKY out for a stroll.

***my pictures aren't in any order ***

okay, i'm making crab stick sushi tomorrow, and it's my FIRST attempt to make it.

will get up early in the morning tomorrow to make it, for the people living in my house ( including animals ) and for <3 too.

it isn't halal, too bad :(

ohh, i pray hard that i won't fail, because i'm NOOB at these kinda things.

i'm only good at steaks & spaghettis :(

going out tomorrow!

YEAHHH!!!!

oh, i miss him

withLOVE;
8:21 PM

i'm ROTTING in class, because i don't usually listen to presentations.

finally, it's Friday.

ONE more week left to holidays, and will be out of this class :(

i don't know whether i should be HAPPY or SAD, but no matter what, these can't be changed, because i'm in RP.

and i'm so JEALOUS of the people who got their "O" results yesterday :(

so many people scored so well!

*JEALOUS JEALOUS*

went out Yesterday to cut hair with my classmates, will upload the pictures when i'm home.

i don't have my memory card adaptor now :(

how sad.

i got my hair cut, and bought <3 a very CUTE tee, real cute, i LOVE it so much, but i wonder whether he will like it ?

will wash it later when i'm home, get him to wear it tomorrow!

*HAHA*

it's better to get it washed first. (:

and i haven't get my PASSPORT done, i am ILLEGAL?

NO.

my things always go missing, even my birth cert go missing too, but i got it replace already okay.

will do passport next week, and hopefully i can get it before CNY so i can go to M'sia with him ?

Otherwise i'll be left here, like so boring :(

i only have few relatives here, so boring.

no new faces to see.

but going with him to M'sia is kinda weird too.

VERY WEIRD.

no matter what, i need to get my passport done.

this freaking place is horribly boring!!!

i'll blog when i get home or maybe tomorrow?

withLOVE;
3:13 PM

i skipped school today, yes, again.

last 2 weeks of school, i'll be skipping it when ever i can, i have some things to do, but i don't have time doing it because i kept on SHOPPING for CNY clothes & stuffs.

anyway, i went to Bugis with MeiJin today to get a pair of heels, and some accessories.

i was browsing through Enterprise's 6P and my hand got "itchy" that i came to see if anyone tag my blog.

and i'm SHOCKED to see that comment.

then i read back the post again, i think i've phrased all the sentences WRONGLY, or have used inappropriate words.

i don't think <3 is such person, and i trust him.

if he were to be one who shows off his gf, i don't think i have anything to even SHOW OFF.

because, i am.

1. ugly

2. fat

3. short

4. not rich

5. stupid

6. lazy

and many many more.

& my personality sucks too (:

perhaps the message to be "passed" is being misunderstood.

and anyway, i'm VERY PISSED OFF with those FLYER DISTRIBUTORS AT THE ENTRANCE OF BUGIS STREET.

I AM SERIOUSLY PISSED.

CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHERE CAN I COMPLAIN?

*typical SINGAPOREAN*

this lady, or somewhere near my age, she looked MESSY, sweating, FORCED me to take the flyer.

her hands were SO CLOSE TO ME THAT IT COULD EVEN TOUCH MY CHEST, and yes I HATE PEOPLE WHOM I DO NOT KNOW TO EVEN TOUCH A SINGLE PART OF MY BODY.

no choice but to take.

so pissed off.

and then we walked forward, in the direction of the bus stop, leaving Bugis street, going to have lunch at Burger King.

another flyer distributor came, with the same flyer, also the same method of FORCING.

*faint*

we told her we have already taken but she did not walk away, as if wanting us to take AGAIN.

DO WE HAVE TO PASTE THE FLYER ON OUR FOREHEAD LIKE A VAMPIRE?!

oh i just don't understand how their "BOSS" train them to distribute flyers.

SO RUDE OF THEM!

haven't they have manners?

it really pissed me off.

AND WORST OF ALL.

when we come out from Burger King, this guy, in ITE uniform gave us the same flyer.

both of us took it, then told him we have taken already.

HE EVEN TOLD US TO RETURN HIM THE FLYER?!!!

AND SAID, WE SHOULD TELL HIM EARLIER THAT WE'VE ALREADY TAKEN.

WHAT THE HELL?

do we need to shout " i already taken the flyer" as we walk ?

shout like a RETARD?

OH PLEASE.

i am soon going to complain ,and i mean it.

and why do students even wear school uniform while "working"?

can't they bring another tee ?

i find it weird seeing students wearing school uniform & "working"

i'm soon gonna do something about it, when i am free.

rude people!

*URGH*

withLOVE;
7:54 PM

i am finally NORMAL (:

withLOVE;
2:36 PM

~~Lazy lazy lazy.~~

~~lazy to blog.~~

~~okay, last week i skipped Enterprise & Problem Solving, most probably i won't skip them this week, but will skip BOTH next week (:~~

~~My period came only after like 1 week+ after consuming that bottle of pills ( ate less than half and threw the rest away ).~~

~~and it's killing me.~~

~~the cramp was more serious than usual, i couldn't even sleep well without having to take Panadol :(~~

~~moodswing came, and it seems to have bothered the people around me :(~~

~~b'cos <3 said something which reminded me of the past, and he kept repeating it, it really pissed me off.~~

~~he don't know about it, so i can't blame him.~~

~~and i SERIOUSLY NEED TO CONTROL MY MOODSWINGS!!!~~

~~i sometimes wonder, do guys like their girlfriends to wear revealing clothes?~~

~~sleeveless, low-cut, mini, tight, sexy, seducing?~~

~~perhaps that's true.~~

~~no wonder that "chick" whom i know( she's in my school anyway ), can last so long long long with her guy and they're like so loving ( from what i see & what i think ).~~

~~i'm so tired.~~

~~it reminded me of this guy, whom i was with few years back, come to think of it now, i feel so stupid & blind to have been with him.~~

~~i remember the reason he dumped me was, i didn't dare to wear revealing clothes & i aren't pretty enough (:~~

~~it hurt me so deeply, and come to think of it now, i still feel very sad.~~

~~so well, guys want their ladies to look like prostitutes?~~

~~if that's true, i'ld want to be single, forever.~~

~~won't a good woman only reveal to his guy?~~

~~so a good woman should reveal to everyone/anyone out there on the streets?~~

~~i'ld be a bad woman then.~~

~~and i hate those fleshy woman to wear super revealing clothes, it's just an eyesore.~~

~~i know what they wear is not my business, but because i am not blind, i have eyes to see, so i hate this kinda woman, like a pile of FATS BOUNCING HERE AND THERE.~~

~~maybe it's DPDP ( different people different perspective ) or what so ever.~~

~~i'm so tired.~~

~~i'm feeling so sick, cramps + migraine, killing me.~~

~~panadol don't seem to be of any use now.~~

~~what is wrong with me :(~~

~~anyway, watched these 2 movies recently.~~

~~Body 19 & Cloverfield.~~

~~Not gonna watch any scary movies with anyone anymore, make me feel so sick.~~

~~SO SCARY, MY HEART IS JUMPING OUT ALREADY!!!~~

~~and V day is coming...~~

withLOVE;
9:15 PM

i am so bored now, so i am blogging again.

i don't know what to do.

wanted to do vb, but some files i couldn't open & the VB on my laptop is mad, and will expire in 27 days' time.

as if i care! By that time it would already be holidays, and NO MORE VB!

i just hope for HOLIDAYS, and hopefully i will spend my entire/most of my holidays at my ah ma's house.

i freaking so much want to LEAVE MY HOUSE u know?

going home is so boring.

but is home is empty, then it is so much better.

sometimes it's good to have human around at home, but sometimes, when they is TOO MANY or even 1 horrible one, it can DRIVE ME CRAZY.

i need to CALM DOWN, so i'm always with my laptop and earphones.

hear no evil, see no evil.

i've planned.

CNY will be straight after holidays, i just hope to be out & away from home.

then after CNY, so holly many weeks of holidays, i shall most probably spend my time at my ah ma's house ( but i don't like that kid in the house, she keeps following me, and if if i bring her to shopping, she will want me to buy toys for her, but i aren't rich! ).

anyway, that kiddy is NOT related to me at all, understand?

she is my aunt's child, but not at all related to me.

i don't hate her, but maybe because she just "COME OUT" too sudden that i felt uncomfortable?

if she is RELATED to me, i would definitely LOVE HER ALOT because i love "NEW" humans in a family/house.

shall spend the rest of my holiday at my ah ma house, then do what i've planned some time ago, and get it started.

i need to do something out of it, i don't want to be "hanging around" like a stray animal.

i just HATE TO STAY AT HOME.

sometimes, i just envy <3's parents.

his parents are SO GOOD to him, really VERY VERY GOOD.

his mother seems nice & LOVE HIM ALOT , but his dad seems scary to me because he is very tall =X

how i wish i had such GREAT parents?

nah. *daydreaming*

maybe, from this, i'll learn WHAT a child really wants? & hopefully i be a GREAT MOTHER?

people always see things from there view & never try to understand others.

they always think what ever they say IS RIGHT & never bother to listen to others.

they always look down on others thinking they are incapable of doing ANYTHING GREAT.

they always expect a lot from you.

because what they CARE is only about THEMSELVES & EXPECT HELL LOT OF CARE IN RETURN?

can someone understand?

i'm SO FREAKING ANNOYED & HAVE HAD ENOUGH ALREADY.

how i wish i can have a freaking STEADY INCOME & CAN STAY SOMEWHERE ELSE, HOPEFULLY THE FURTHER THE BETTER!

I HATE

i just WANT TO LEAVE here ONCE I CAN SET MYSELF FREE, just a few years i suppose.

i have ALWAYS wanted to leave this holly shit place. i just had enough already.

i never love this place.

so familiar yet so many painful memories.

all i need is a NEW beginning, new people, new life, new habits.

i WANT TO forget everything, EVERYTHING, the good & bad.

set me free, please.

withLOVE;
8:38 PM

Have been SHOPPING online & outside recently.

The grey AIDMA dress i bought did not suit me, the chest area there was TOO TIGHT, no choice but to sell it away.

Bought a tube dress & a top from Bugis.

it fit me well.

And i'm waiting for these pretty to reach me before CNY.

nice right?

i bought this in BLUE.

then, another one.

bought this in PINK, but if there is NO PINK, THEN WHITE.

then, last one.

i wonder whether am i TOO SHORT to wear this skirt.

but with heels, i'm taller so it SHOULD be okay ?

*cross fingers*

i just hope NOTHING GOES WRONG & all to reach me by CNY because i'll be MASS CLEARING MY CLOSET.

IT IS SERIOUSLY BURSTING!

won't be doing anymore SHOPPING in the next few weeks.

the most, just get a pair of heels & some accessories, and that's it.

no more time & money to buy anymore.

weekends will be time to spend with <3, and if i DRAG him to go shopping with me he'll be SAD, haha.

he don't like shopping :(

so i SHALL CUT DOWN ON SHOPPING!!!

withLOVE;
6:40 PM