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people pestering me to get my blog updated, i'm just TOO LAZY, because i don't know what to blog about.
HAHA.
Okay, holidays are kinda BORING, i did my own things but all "half done" ( i'm always like this, i just need to be scolded ).
At least at home when i'm bored i have "someone" to disturb (:
Going to stay over at <3's house from Thursday till Saturday, so the next time i blog will be on Sunday ?
Maybe?
I don't know.
This friday is his birthday, and i'm CRACKING MY BRAIN ( i think i have one ) to see what i should buy/do for him.
i really have no idea.
he have everything he needs.
and if you ask me to do something, it would really take a long long time 'cos i'm VERY SLOW :(
OH SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!!!
i googled and i found this ( very useful! )
Here are some worst gift ideas for him. If you want your boyfriend or husband running for his life, then put these items on top of your list!
A Thighmaster
Wondering what that is? It’s exercise equipment! I bet he would rather go to the gym rather than bring it home with him! A complete no-no when gifts are involved. Get creative this Christmas!
Work tools
You’re husband may never do anything around the house, but don’t disappoint him this Christmas by gifting him a vacuum cleaner or a leaf blower. Where’s the fun and originality?
Ill fitting clothes
Stay away from jeans and t-shirts that don’t fit. Unless you know him THAT well, don’t buy clothes if you’re unsure of size, fabric and color. He may hate the maroon sweater that you think is ‘hot and chic’!
Artwork
He may smile and say thank you. Later he’ll take your ‘beautiful painting’ and make it a table top for his garage workshop! Men and artwork- rarely do they mix. So don’t punish him with modern art that he can hardly understand.
Crazy gift certificates
So you want him to lose weight? That’s fine, but don’t get him a gift certificate to a diet club or coaching tapes on fitness! Why remind him that he’s fat this season! Let me be. Get on his case next year!
Don’t frame yourself
Okay, so you’ve been going for self-esteem classes, but that’s no reason why you should gift him a framed picture of yourself every occasion! Think about it. He has a life which doesn’t always involve you.
Fruitcake frenzy
Unless you’re a word class cook or your husband is a world class liar, stay away from baked fruitcakes. Sometimes they can turn out to be quite a disaster. Fruitcakes pile up during Christmas so it’s better to gift something more personalised.
Assembling nightmares
Your guy may be the king of DIY jobs so you’ve gone and bought him a complicated assemble- it-yourself table. Now he’s stuck in the garage all day trying to figure it out. All the while he’s feeling more like a loser!
Cheap perfume
He may be a guy but almost anyone can spot cheap perfume especially the kind that is placed near the cash counter at department stores. If you’re forgotten to get him a gift just say so rather than buying him something cheap and crude.
Video games
Unless you want him to get so addicted that he has no time for you stay away from buying him video games. Men are still boys at heart so they’ll convince you that video games are the perfect gift!
That’s my top pick of worst gifts for him. I’m sure you can add to this list with your own experiences! We all learn from other people mistakes so wizen up!
from http://allwomenstalk.com/
or maybe a dinner at a posh restaurant would be great ?
but i'm SERIOUSLY BROKE!
haha.
HOW HOW HOW?
and yes!
i'm SO DISSAPPOINTED with the BANKS out there!
*URGH*
i wanted to "move" my $$$ with POSB bank to other banks 'cos i HATE THOSE SUPER LONG ATM QUEUES!
I JUST SO HATE IT.
and the interest rate is so freaking "OH MY GOD"
i searched around, and so, i found the best one, CITIBANK.
i emailed them, and they told me ALL ( if i'm not wrong ) their deposit accounts are for 21 years and above!!!
I AM SO DAMN !#$%^&*()!@#$%^&*(
WHY?!!!
WHY MUST IT BE 21 YEARS OLD ?
I STILL HAVE HELL LONG OF YEARS BEFORE I REACH 21!!!
OH MY GOD.
i don't want my money to be stuck with POSB !!!
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!
drawing money take ten years.
depositing money also take ten years!
just freaking waste my time.
and their machines are crazy!
some buttons on their machines are already faulty!!!
withLOVE; 
9:37 PM
tomorrow is V. DAY!!!
Yes, it's V Day, AND NOT VIRGIN DAY (according to Chris Voon ).
i'm so FREE at home, so i did a research on the Origin of V Day.
http://www.geocities.com/Heartland/Lake/3894/valentineday/origins.html
i don't know what to make/buy for tomorrow, so i just bought a packet of jelly powder & can fruits from the NTUC just now.
if we stayed together, i would've made sirlon steak ( my favourite, haha ).
so tomorrow it'll be something SIMPLE ( and is not very "ME", i don't like SIMPLE ).
Watched
yesterday at PS.
I WON'T say that it's a VERY GOOD show, but still WATCHABLE (:
Maybe it's meant to be a movie to kill time?
For me, the story line isn't VERY GOOD, just FUNNY, that's all ?
i wanna watch CJ7!!!
and i was strolling around Friendster just now, if i've viewed anyone or who ever, don't think i'm "interested" in you okay, just strolling around see see (:
withLOVE;
1:07 PM
Boulevard of Broken Dreams
I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But its home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows only one
that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only
thing that's beatin'
Sometimes I wish someone out
there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah ahhhh
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah
I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone
Read between the lines of whats
fucked up and everything?s all right
Check my vital signs to
know I'm still alive
And I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...
My shadows the only one
that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only
thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out
there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone
Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh
I walk alone
I walk a...
I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..
My shadow's only one
that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only
thing that's beatin'
Sometimes I wish someone out
there would find me
Till then I'll walk alone!
withLOVE;
10:39 PM
Chinese New year wasn't VERY BAD this year, and neither was it VERY GOOD.
it did let me "learnt" some things, and "know" some things, which i will never learn it in school.
well, maybe it have "showed" me things too ?
maybe some things, some how, won't stay with you for too long, and neither will it stay with you forever.
when it's time to "go home", don't stay out any longer?
and i don't wish to say anymore.
like a kid, forever hoping to attract attention.
and ended up doing nasty things to grab some attention is very tiring.
you understand?
maybe, my words, my actions, my thoughts are not at all important to anyone, and to you, may mean NOTHING at all.
NOTHING.
i cared for.
i thought of.
i felt for.
i felt sad for.
is just wasting my time, already.
my tears aren't worthless, i won't tear for anything in this world, but it just doesn't listen to me.
it rolled down like nobody's business.
no one ever cared.
no one.
if anyone ever cared, it would only be God.
so tired.
how i wish anyone could ever understand.
how i wish i could be dead now.
because no one cares (:
because to you, i mean nothing.
i meant nothing.
i will never mean anything.
never.
ever.
withLOVE;
10:32 PM
MANY PICTURES TO UPLOAD TODAY!
MANY MANY (:
Okay.
Yesterday was NEW YEAR'S EVE.
The BEST New year eve i EVER had ( for as long as i could remember ).
Had lunch at grandma house, then went off to find <3.
He say i look like a YOUNG GIRL WITH MY FRINGE CLIPPED :(
HOW SAD.
hey, i wanna be YOUNG!
Okay then we headed to his aunt's house for REUNION DINNER.
His mum was there, his aunt, then his 2 cousins and the girlfriend of one of the cousins?
i was SO SHY U KNOW.
HAHA.
Had steamboat for dinner, *HEHE*, my FAVOURITE!
Not all the food were of my likings, no clams, no exotic food, a little boring, but still, NICE! (:
we sat together at the table, talked, laughed, lalalas.
I WAS SHY SHY SHY SHY SHY SHY SHY.
But i don't fear "people" as much as last time, i'm FINALLY getting better!
OH YES.
his cousin's gf is a ANG MOH!!!
WOW ^^
she is PRETTY ( in my opinion ), but her face isn't charming at all.
her figure is GOOD, GOOD COMPLEXION TOO, but she seems to be a little... ...
i don't know what's the correct word to use, and neither do i know how to phrase it, but i don't think she is a good girl?
how bad of me.
well, that's just what i feel, it may not be true!
OKAY, <3 mama & his aunt were FUN PEOPLE, MUCH MORE FUN THAN THE PEOPLE/ MY RELATIVES!
for once, i felt the kind of warmth again (:
*TOUCHING*
i couldn't feel that kind of warmth at home or at my grandma's house, i don't know why.
always at <3's house/with his relatives of what ever, that i could feel the warmth.
and now that i know it exist.
perhaps it has changed my thinking of being alone?
i don't know.
his aunt & mum were good, i even get ang bao on New Year's eve ( first time ever ).
SO HAPPY YESTERDAY.
then we headed to CHINATOWN to SQUEEZE with people after that.
haha.
and we bought a lot of stuffs.
he didn't want to buy alot, but i was SO TEMPTED by the CHEAP PRICE & THE FOOD.
so, in the end, we still bought a lot.
HAHA.
went home after that, and it was like 11.30 already.
*EXHAUSTED*
Today went to grandma's house, relatives came.
blah blah blah.
took ang baos.
la la la.
went home, SO TIRED!
here are the pictures. not in any order.
too lazy to arrange.
Last day of school, after steamboat dinner (:
fringe clipped. look like young girl?
VANILA!
please tilt your head =X
I SMILE when i see FOOD.
the food we bought (:
MR JASON?
MRS JASON?
MDM JASON?
UNCLES JASON (:
you see me ? ( at grandma house )
she's my "cousin"
i call this ART.
i am just BORED.
do you see MR KETTLE behind me?
you use this everyday
us, like so long ago.
at east coast (:
withLOVE;
10:43 PM
Hello blog,
it's been long long long long time since i blog.
been VERY VERY BUSY RECENTLY.
REAL BUSY
clean the house, and do up the website, planning everything.
and not forgetting my SIMS (:
SIMS IS SO FREAKING FUN!
lazy to upload pictures.
maybe tomorrow?
oh yes, tomorrow is CNY's EVE, and i don't have any mood for it.
i don't know why.
i have new clothes, new shoes, new what so ever, but no mood.
maybe i need a NEW MOOD too?
i miss school :(
when it's school days, i feel so lazy to get up, but now it's holidays, i just wish to go to school :(
'cos schools' fun.
how sad.
SAD. SAD. SAD.
will blog tomorrow with pictures, i promise =x
withLOVE;
10:28 PM
我问为什么
那女孩传简讯给我
而你为什么
不解释低着头沉默
我该相信你很爱我
不愿意敷衍我
还是明白
你已不想挽回什么
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁记得
谁忘了
想问为什么
我不再是你的快乐
可是为什么
却苦笑说我都懂了
自尊常常将人拖着
把爱都走曲折
假装了解是怕
真相太赤裸裸
狼狈比失去难受
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以后
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
谁忘了
我怀念的是无言感动
我怀念的是绝对炽热
我怀念的是你很激动
求我原谅抱得我都痛
我记得你在背后
也记得我颤抖着
记得感觉汹涌
最美的烟火
最长的相拥
谁爱得太自由
谁过头太远了
谁要走我的心
谁忘了那就是承诺
谁自顾自地走
谁忘了看着我
谁让爱变沉重
谁忘了要给你温柔
我怀念的
我还有想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口
我放手
我让座
假洒脱
谁懂我多么不舍得
太爱了
所以我
没有哭
没有说
withLOVE;
10:05 PM
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Come back and bring back my smile
Come and take these tears away
I need your arms to hold me now
The night are so unkind
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Take back that sad word good-bye
Bring back the joy to my life
Don't leave me here with these tears
Come and kiss that pain away
I can't forget the day you left
Time is so unkind
And life is so cruel without you here beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry these tears
I cried so many nights
Un-break my heart
My heart
Don't leave me in all this pain
Don't leave me out in the rain
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me
Un-break my heart
Say you'll love me again
Undo this hurt you caused
When you walked out the door
And walked out of my life
Un-cry that tears
I cried so many, many nights
Un-break my
Un-break my heart
Come back and say you love me
Un-break my heart
Sweet darlin'
Without you I just can't go on
Can't go on....
i just LOVE this song alot, just makes me feel more sad when i'm sad.
enjoy (:
withLOVE;
11:12 PM
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