Chinese New year wasn't VERY BAD this year, and neither was it VERY GOOD.

it did let me "learnt" some things, and "know" some things, which i will never learn it in school.

well, maybe it have "showed" me things too ?

maybe some things, some how, won't stay with you for too long, and neither will it stay with you forever.

when it's time to "go home", don't stay out any longer?

and i don't wish to say anymore.

like a kid, forever hoping to attract attention.

and ended up doing nasty things to grab some attention is very tiring.

you understand?

maybe, my words, my actions, my thoughts are not at all important to anyone, and to you, may mean NOTHING at all.

NOTHING.

i cared for.

i thought of.

i felt for.

i felt sad for.

is just wasting my time, already.

my tears aren't worthless, i won't tear for anything in this world, but it just doesn't listen to me.

it rolled down like nobody's business.

no one ever cared.

no one.

if anyone ever cared, it would only be God.

so tired.

how i wish anyone could ever understand.

how i wish i could be dead now.

because no one cares (:

because to you, i mean nothing.

i meant nothing.

i will never mean anything.

never.

ever.

withLOVE;
10:32 PM