watched last weekend.

sure Paris Hilton is pretty ( on the outside ? ), but the story line wasn't very good i think.

because i LOVE to look at pretty babes ( rather than hunks ), that's why i wanted to watch this show, very much.

i aren't les ok!

sometimes i couldn't understand how people "think" and why do "some" people react in a certain way.

their genes?

maybe ?

probably?

i just pray that this particular person, leave me far far away, though sometimes not at all possible.

gonna be a good girl & go to school, i need a better GPA to bring me further, but sometimes, people just SUCKS BIG TIME & i hate it.

as I move on in RP, every sem changing class, i realise, we only have class mates, team mates & not friends.

well, friends, some have changed.

i need a GPA slightly better than average, so i can at least get into Uni

Local Uni's doors are forever closed for me :(

need to save money, work harder, to find a better place out there.

this shitty place down here is making me sick already.

mum could only stay with me here till 2015 ( she told me some days ago, out of a sudden ).

if i could live till 2015, i'll be 25?

by then, she'ld already be in Taiwan, & where will I be ?

I don't know.

She suggested i follow her to Taiwan this year-end  ( which i don't feel like, 'cos that's gonna cost me some $$$ ), and see which house is nice, she wants to buy.

OH GOSH?

1 storey? 2 or 3 ? empty land & build it?

or what? what ever?

i don't know.

am i not mature enough to know, or am i just too stupid?

maybe i could consider studying Uni in Taiwan, but it's ALL CHINESE, and now my Chinese is like HUH HUH HUH ?

besides talking nonsense after school & during breaks, and at home, it's all English in class, so now i can only talk nonsense with Chinese.

thought if i could go to Taiwan during Year end with her to get some clothes, but that time their clothes would be THICK THICK THICK!

*faint*

shall see then. i may not be going too.

No school tomorrow 'cos it's LABOUR DAY.

listening to Corinne May's song the entire day.

it reminds me of churches, those friendly people, heart warming songs.

maybe it'ld be good if i'm born in a Christian family, isn't it?

he makes my day :)

withLOVE;
9:15 PM